Let Me Hear Your Voice

Negligence

2011-11-07T01:54:00.001+08:00

So sorry blog. For neglecting you a lot.
I've just installed blogger app in my phone. Guess that I'll be blogging quite often from now onwards. still, Twitter and Tumblr will take up most of my time. ^^

Exam oh exam. Wish me luck!

argh... More of GD. These two months have been a torture without his news. The pic. He looks good with anything on. Give him a guni sack, I bet he still look stylish. XD

Currently he is in BELFAST for MTV EMA. hope they win the WORLDWIDE ACT AWARD! >.< I've been voting like crazy.

I just came to say Hello

2011-10-12T01:24:00.000+08:00

Blog... Revival.
Busy... being busy.
Twitter and Tumblr took up much of my time like Facebook and Blogger used to.
Micro-blogging.

Went with Bro. I'm lazy to type out everything like what the others did. Let just say, I had one of my best time of my life when I got to see GD live. ^^ It was so HIGH~ HIGH~ Have to thank Jumbo for the tickets <3

Lately bad stuff kept happening around among friends and GD (he's been framed!)
Burglary, suicidal thoughts, hospital admittance and op, case of bully...
Called me naive but I do pray everything's gonna be alright.

Random Penguindrum pic. XD I want to have a Japanese breakfast one morning! Eww slimy natto...

Relationship fallout happened. Especially during last exam period when my loyalty and trust were tested. I don't like it when my feelings are being questioned. It felt as like I was a criminal being interrogated. I won't say it's anyone's faults. Guess it takes two to tango or both hands to clap. More on that the next time peeps!

I won't

2011-08-20T19:22:00.000+08:00

Cheryl Cole's music video was good. I love her costumes! Esp her tail dress doing that tango dance. XD

Still I like the original version.

Sipping a cold Shandy, eating the meat bun, reading John Grisham novel, listening to the music playlist of Paper Route, Temper Trap, Feist, Joy Williams and more, sitting by the windows, feeling the cool breeze from the rainy weather. I love Saturday afternoons! XD

out of my mind?!

2011-08-02T04:23:00.000+08:00

I hate bidding goodbye. Never good with goodbyes. :) I wish all the best for my friends who are starting their life anew.

Wee~ I wanna go to Disneyland! I have no idea when this desperation of going to Disneyland comes around! DISNEYLAND!!! XD

Epic song indeed. ^^ His accent when he raps. XD Released by Date Records, owned by Ministry of Sound. No wonder, right?! This song makes you DANCE!

Here's another song that one of my faves CLICK which makes people ( \m/ sigoth \m/ ) go shuffling~

Since we're such musical play fanatics (Wicked still remained one of my fave since young. Awesome numbers!), I promised that we'll go watch Les Miserable together one day. Not at the O2 stadium like they did for the 25th Anniversary but at the Queen's Theatre. I was so jealous with a fellow blogger who went there during his birthday celebration.

"I dreamed a dream." Yea, that song which was famously covered by Susan Boyle in Brit's Got Talent. Brilliant play~ I've wanna watch the musical since I've watched the movie when I was a kid. While other kids were with Barney, Teletubbies, XMen, Spiderman, Superman, Power Rangers (Guess what I still watch them occasionally nowadays with crazy obsession of Kamen Rider! XD) and not that I don't, I'd realised what's AIDS, prostitution and stuff. Such mature kid, huh? Since there were "parental control" over kisses and those *tut* scenes, my parents don't realised that I will look for the story behind. Philadelphia taught me about homosexuality and AIDS. X-Files taught me about rape and pregnancy (surprisingly. When kids were asking their parents, I knew about the process. Heh~ *brag to my younger bros who are so oblivious*). ER taught me how some doctors do kill their patients by giving them HIV and AIDS organ transplant. (I used to imagine doctors as super healers) Movies taught me a lot of things. A curious child, I was. My first best friend was the encyclopedia. It taught me many things. Oh, not the children's version which I seemed to treasure very much which it was handed down to my baby bro. He broke my heart by tearing the pages in it. *roar* RIP, my lullaby buddy. I like looking at the pics in it with the torchlight till I feel sleepy. SO OUT OF TOPIC HERE~ haha! Anyway, it's a movie that I did not forget till now. After more than ten years.


To the Queen's Theatre, we'll go~

Apocalyptica, I'm turning into Eicca's fan! Gorgeous cello~ It still remain my fave musical instrument after seeing one perform live (also when young). It's true that when you're a kid, you get easily influenced. Oh~ I saw the youtube videos~ With his blonde long hair... <3 That low plucked sounds... his fingers on the bow drawing the cello. Wee~ <3 Cello in metal band. HAHAHA!

Ending of this post. XD

Oh, how I wanna watch this too! Il Tovatore. Nice storyline which I read from Wiki. ^^ This is one of my fave ones that I've heard (also since young)

à tout à l'heure!

a wordy solace, as supposed (?)

2011-07-31T20:10:00.031+08:00

As this post is inspired by someone beloved. I'll like to dedicate this post to him. Cause this might be one of the few ways of reaching out to him while giving his own space to breathe and not to feel ashamed. Yeah, I'm ruthless. But that's the word --- Ashamed.

"This beautiful poem is a testament to the nature of the human spirit. It is an inspiring work to read in difficult times." - as quoted.

Truly indeed. For the those who are prisoners of their own sorrows. Ignore all the politics surrounding this poem cause I have no interest in that. But, W. E. Henley the poet who wrote this has been inspiring me since I've fallen into the depth of despair a few years ago. I'm in the midst of climbing up with friends hanging around, pulling me up. :D (I <3 you guys!) To know that this poem was written on the hospital bed while he battled with his illnesses, it opened my eyes that I was in a predicament far better than his. I was not physically hurt like him though the scar in my pride cause much emotional agony. This taught me to appreciate life more instead of taking it away like the politics surrounding this poem. Those last two lines in the end teaches me that DESTINY in my hands, knowing how he braved through all these pain. He remained as one of my fave poets.

Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,
    Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
    For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
    I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeoning of chance
    My head is bloody, but unbow'd.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
    Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
    Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
    How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
    I am the captain of my soul.

By: William Ernest Henley

It's up to you, mate! :D
Just gotta let you know that we love you!
No matter what you had done,
we won't look down on you.
At least I won't. :)
We're gonna be stricter with you next year~
"Study! Don't play play~"
Though words are not spoken directly to you
but you're on our minds. ^^

I WILL SURVIVE

2011-07-28T00:46:00.001+08:00

A subtle message to a beloved friend. ^^

Sorry for the oldies and classic songs influx in the blog. XD

<3 "I Will Survive" Gloria Gaynor

A personal battle, that friend will face.
Good luck.

blood-unrelated people

2011-07-23T19:53:00.000+08:00

I have crazy friends. Not forgetting to mention their fierce loyalty and how friendship is placed a high value in their hearts. All of us has gone through the test of time. ^^ I just wanna tell you how awesome you guys are. However it's not about how long I know you, it's all about how much thoughts of me has occurred much in you. And, I have been blessed and given the gift of knowing it. :D Though I might be cold/quiet or having a poker face, I love my friends. Capricorn is such a loyal person.

Thanks for sticking with me thick and thin. ^^

old souls part 2

2011-07-22T23:45:00.001+08:00

I know... Super cheesy, right? ^^ Karaoke session over skype almost every night this week. =,="

Cause I seldom find people who has penchant for oldies since sigoth who's heavily musically inclined. ^^ haha~
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WTH!!! Was having super GOOD mood after a day's outings with friends. Beloved old friend of 13 years had her birthday celebration. Still continuing tomorrow! haha! Super pissed off now after my mum compared me and my results to someone lowly that I disliked. WHAT THE ***K!
It's vacation, freaking HOLIDAY and yet everyday she said - Study ar... I just automatically replied - "Ooo~" (Not wanting to hurt her feelings. My beloved mummy ma~ <3 I'm a spoiled kid.) But she just gotta pissed me off while I'm in PMS state. My headache is not cured yet! >.< No wonder my brother don't feel like going back home during long vacation and another just have to be quarreling with her almost everyday. Maybe I won't come back also. Just to spite her. XD But nay~ I tamchiak de~ Still like homecooked food alot. Super WTH~

I think I seriously need to go for Yoga lessons. My temper's out of control these days. Seriously~ Up till high or exploding and down till very deep. *sigh* What's wrong with me?

To have a good mood ---> See GD!

vain camwhore. XD but I <3 him. haha~

old souls

2011-07-22T02:46:00.000+08:00

i'm still a kid at heart though the body may contradict. I'm an old soul~ ^^ Proof ---> I still listen to these songs time to time~

I love old songs. Sigoth too. ^^

we're so cheesy. :D I had this freaking headache. Sigoth was high from drinking coffee. So it's skype-time with cacat karaoke~ ^^ Then off drama-gossiping! CITY HUNTER!

I don't mean the anime/manga which I watched when I was so young. :D Oh~ Doraemon and Shin-Chan weren't not fave manga but I do read them. I read parts of City Hunter, Det. Conan, Initial D Slam Dunk and my fave of all Dragon Ball (Miyeko's hero. :D HAHA!) I became an otaku at a very young age without knowing what's otaku. I just like comics, manga, manhwa (Korean and Chinese)! Fong Yun awesome! >.< Not to mention my collection of Spiderman/Superman/X-Men/Justice League/Wonder Women. DC/Marvel comics. I'm a comic freak! haha! okok~ Diverted topic. AGAIN. Point is... CITY HUNTER is awesome! >.< haha! The manga was sad...

Korean drama adaptation is also the same. >.< WAE~~~?! BUT THE DRAMA IS DAMN AWESOME! I cannot stop watching it every Wed and Thurs. Once aired in Korean, I'll be waiting to watch it. I did not like Lee Min Ho/Kim Hyun Joong contrary to everyone when watching Boys Over Flower. But after this show, omg... Lee Min Ho's cuteness and hotness attack. It comes together! WTH~ *heart skipped a beat* Whenever I see his smile, I'll think of 49 Days' Scheduler cause they are such good friends in real life. Park Min Young's character Nana's silliness is so funny~ She's too straight in the crooked world of drama. :D

HOT BETUL! haha! with those butt kicking, gun wielding, parkouring~ AWESOME!!! >.<

Those emotions... When he finally get to see him mommy... (SPOILER ALERT) Fine~ Hehe~ Sigoth reads this before I editted this part. Kena scolded wor~
Best drama after Secret Garden. ^^

Talking bout Dragonball, GD included "I've that dragonball" in his rap line in GD & TOP vol 1 HIGH HIGH album's Track 1 Intro. Fan of Death Note too. Such a otaku too. Gamer too. <3 XD
GD pic spam~ I miss posting his recent pictures here. ^^ Saw the video of his shy laughter during the photoshoot. Adoh~ Cute cute! But they deleted the vid on vimeo yesterday. :( well, here's his hotness. Woah~ ^^ hehe~ everyone's attracted to different charm. Mine is towards his. ^^

I LOVE these Fall/Winter collection photos G-DRAGON for BEANPOLE. I asked my brothers about whose their favourite one in BIGBANG. All chose him! <3 It's my genes and chromosome to like him. HAHAHA! Wth~ ^^

it's... ALIVE~~~!

2011-07-15T00:08:00.000+08:00

Lol at my dramatic self with the famous line from Frankenstein.

I'm back in the blogosphere. With most of my fave bloggers MIA, I'd said say it's lonely in the blogosphere... but after reading those lovebirds' blogs (finally reuniting during the holidays. LDR sucks. :P), I'd decided to pick up the pen... er... decided to key in stuff in the blog.

Huurahs~ No photo cause (long story short - Idontownacameraandimnotoneofthosepplwhorandomlysnapanythingunderthesunandphonecameradoesntcountcauseihatetouchscreencamerasonotconvenientlyforcamwhoring)
There you go. One word. Short and sweet. ^^

(Shopaholic's turn to write) Been in a shopping spree in KL cause there are sales everywhere. HOW COULD YOU RESIST SALES??? >.< My biggest bargain. Pffft~ MNG singlet at RM9. (I see readers with raised eyebrows in front of this screen) DIG IN! My favourite bargain --> A hand luggage/gym bag lookalikebutbigger from Forever21 at RM40. OMG! >.< Where else can you find bargains like this? I'd wish I have saved more money for my next shopping trip during year end ---> YES (Year End Sale) Yes, I'll do it~~~ But first of all, I want an iPad2/Olympus PEN3/2TBWDHD. Please... Tuan-tuan and puan puan yang amat mulia, sila buat amal dengan mendermakan sedikit sedekah kepada yang sangat miskin saya. God bless you. WTH~ hahahahaha!

(the above paragraph is not written by me *cross fingers* hahaha! ok, it is by me.)

Malacca foodie trip was ok~~~ Neither exciting nor boring but I have one of the best laughs in my life. JUMBO! The nightblind. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I can't stop laughing when I think of the image of her wearing at that nightblind. Seriously guys... laughing for 10 minutes NON-STOP could cause potentially a cerebral aneurysm. I could feel blood rushing to my brain and painful spasm in the stomach. No wonder people laughed to death in tickle torture.

Due to the BERSIH thing and Jumbo's and my parents' worries, I did not step a foot out of the house. :( I wanted to go to UNIQLO and SEPHORA so badly. There were offers! Damn it~ >.< (alter ego shaking head - such immature thinking. They were protesting about EC! Clean election! Even beloved newspaper The Star was bashing while praising Bersih 2.0 <--- Love-Hate relationship much? >.< How come I never heard of them till now? I was so confused, not knowing whose side to choose. The gravity of the situation didn't fit my holiday mode so let it be. BERSIH - I didn't know they were funding by the US. Seriously? O.o Dear PM, your wife has a RM75 million ring on her hand. >.< LOL at myself for squeezing the info out of brain) All source is not from me. I have nothing against the government. A mere ignorant citizen who wants to go to anywhere in Malaysia without the fear of involvement from ISA, BERSIH or any political stuff. I don't want to go to jail for typing this.

Back to Meow Kuching! Yesh, finally! Ya~hoo! To my literary escapade. Me being sick. Being lazy to go outdoors.

Reading: Tonnes of BL manga. >.< Oh my gosh! I have more than 300 GB of them. XD Tonnes of ebooks. I wonder if I'll ever finish them. The whole last year, I'd managed to finish 1/4 of them.

Reading Priority: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. 1Q84 (book 1&2).

No pictures. Sorry~ Was being lazy as usual~

byebye

2011-06-25T07:43:00.000+08:00

with post-exam stress and everything. It is normal to consider that I'm emotionally unstable. Lots of PMS and merajuk-ing around. D:<

I DON'T CARE

Cross over the line and you're DDDDDDDOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEE!

Congratz, you're already on the verge of losing a friend.

Yea, I'm like a kid. So what?! very immature one somemore. Kakh ppuuuiitt~ *sneer*

"A friendship or any other relationship fails because of three things:

Unexpressed expectations,
Undelivered communication,
And/or thwarted attention."

Let me rant and express myself. I'm be good again. Omg, I don't even know I want to talk to anyone. So pissed off~~~ Haha! I'm being unreasonable here. Post major exam stress ---> PMS! There's no other way to vent it out here. Everyone's having finals and I don't wanna bother them. My other blog relinquish its duty to be my sandbag momentarily so I gotta write it here instead. Heh! Need an outlet! FFFFUUUUUHHHH~

Listening: Lady Gaga - Scheisse (because German curse words are so sexy. LOL)

Everything

2011-05-30T09:33:00.003+08:00

been so stressed out lately. Plus minus, exam factor.

I'm all lost again.
To think that there are actually two persons in the world who would be strikingly similar.
And all these reminded me of you.

I miss you.

forget me not

2011-05-09T03:58:00.000+08:00

Random old song from the past. Heard onenineeightnine's cover of it. Nice! ^^ He has nice voice... he knows the production part, he knows how to rap somemore (OMG! *fangirlism rising off the roof*). At first I was "Ooo... who's that nerd/geek singing?" (the video was muted cause I was waiting for it to play) After rising the volume and hearing his smooth voice. ZOMG @.@ He should do more Neyo's cover. ^^ Check out his channel. Well, he did a duet with smr00 who's also known as Melissa Ting from Kuching. Does her name ring a bell? >.< Her voice is so so so good + her piano plays. *melts* I shall post one of the covers she did next post. Check out her channel. She should join Star King! I'd support that! >.< Most of my K-pop music sheet comes from her site ---> Click

ranting time... (skip this)

I'm guess I'm good with faces. Blessed with this ability to recognise and remember people's faces. And. What they did. Some people might not remember little details but I do. I guess I could be that good with my studies. What've you done to me? Big or little. I'd remembered all of it. As if it happened yesterday. But, I'd forget the time. Not good with numbers. :) More like lazy to remember the numbers. Argh, I used to be so good in Math. (Not Add Math though. LOL) Maybe being with people with good calculating skills that I've begin to develop this inferiority when it comes to mental arithmetic. Being mocked recently, maybe I shall pick the skill up again. It's like opening a cabinet full of dust. ACHOO! *cough cough* ok... what I wanted to convey has diverged this much. Hahaha! Go back~ Zenshin!

Heh~ It's hard to forget. I guess it's the same for all of us.

:) This song was sang over Skype. LOL Though the line was choppy and the singer was er... almost down with cold. What to do? South down there cold de. Rain rain rain! But here at the Equator, it's like a roast oven. Heatstroke. (as Steph said)

Old songs playing all night long. ^^ We're crazy nocturnal people.

don't mind waiting

2011-05-03T04:01:00.000+08:00

Being emotionally and mentally exhausted for the past 4 months, hopefully I'd gain my focus and concentration. Study study study~ Wish my luck till June~ These 2 months. I have NO IDEA how I go through this first half of the year.

Maybe it's my nature of being stubborn, I can't hear the voice of a close friend. That explain the refusal to listen to the previous phone call. ^^ Floods of memories would come back again and I'll be submerged in the sea of "emo-ness". Sorry ya Jumbo for my selfishness! ^^ You do know that I miss you. ^^ Wish you all the best in your finals. See you after our finals! ^^

"I don't wanna be in love alone~ Seeing me fall apart, I can't be the only one~" *jump jump jump*
I love this song! From the way they sing, you can't hear any Konglish accent at all! It's like sung by native English speakers. Miss A! woohoo!

GD has left for Japan for Bigbang's Love and Hope tour in May and June. I'll be missing him. :( I'll be praying of all of their safety. I know that BIGBANG is good in keeping their promises to their fans VIP. But still... the danger is still there.


how I wish to be that Teddy bear. Well, GD sure likes to hug from the back --> Seungri. G-Ri! Ridiculous cute.

see how he hug Seungri and whisper into his ear. *faints*

Back hug, then GD tried to kiss Seungri. XD OMG~(//////) Hahaha!

Seungri's the only one who ever rode on GD. ^^

You know how much our leader likes sitting on people (except TOP). XD Seungri sit on him instead

Another back hug. ahahaha~


Awww~ So cute~ ^^ GD sleeping on Seungri's lap.

GD punished Seungri for waking him up.


Their Beethoven Virus parody where Seungri acted as a girl. :)

Well, I guessed this drawn pic of their sleeping pose is very true. ^^ GD's spooning Seungri. Haha!

TOP with his bolster. (He can't sleep without it. He said it before in a TV interview) Taeyang with his Boss dog. Gaho at where GD sleeps. Seungri being hugged by GD. ^^ Daesung and his mask.

he hits him. :)

then pats him. During the recent fanmeeting in Seoul, many VIPs were amazed by the PDA actions these two were showing.

another back hug :)

Sorry for the G-Ri spam. That cheered up. Together with Sekaiichi Hatsukoi (trans - World's No.1 First Love) My affection for Takano Masamune. Let's call him Takano-san like the rest. He's foul-mouthed, demanding, workaholic, "attacking" seme. Oh well, he has his sensitive side. A Capricorn too! Woohoo! *fireworks in the background* Like all Capricorns, it's hard to forget someone we love so much once. Oh, he's very sensual and sexual. *fangirl squeal* Forgive me about that. Just so excited when Takano-san's confessing about how he felt. This is why I like BL so much. The romance hits the nail.

It's hard to find the romance these days. There's so much of the flowery ridiculous magic girls with super short skirts and their frequent fluttering, super huge boobs moving around and bumping around, no shiny shoulder... (how come they are shiny anyway) and the SUPER ANNOYING HIGH PITCHED VOICE, FLUSHED RED CHEEKS and THOSE TEARS. Even BL sometimes have guys looking like girls. (I have nothing against drags or transsexual but in my BL fandom, I can't accept Shota-con or guys who would fall over if they are being nudged a little) I cannot stand it. OMG! Most of the anime 2009-2011 (except some which I actually finished watching till the end without skipping at all) truthfully made me sick. It's my freedom of speech here, ok? ^^ Please understand this. I know some might offended by this. Let me stressed again on the "SOME" exceptions. Kimi ni Todoke and Nodame Cantabile 3rd Arc are considered some. Junjou Romantica left a void in me after the series ended in 08. It's not always every year that we have a high quality BL anime production team like Studio Deen's. So the excitement is really high! I hope it has a second season! 12 episodes for the first season is not enough!


"You know, no matter who I was with, I could never forget you. I'm going to make you say 'I love you' again. Just you wait."

He likes patting Ritchan's hair. ^^

As crazy and demanding he is during work, he is quite sensitive and considerate guy.

looking at these pics... you can't see his cool and awesome factor. You'll like him a lot in the anime or manga. I've just read the latest chapter 11. Thinking that he might not be affected by what Ritsu did, he's deeply hurt. He's case of an eclair. Gooey and soft under the hard shell. Capricorns have sensitive souls inside, ok? When we can't wait anymore, we strike! (at the right time though. Not every Capricorn's crazy like Takano-san) LOL

Try giving a watch, ok? Stream it or download it. Whatever. It's worth watching, though how much you're against homos. I'm getting my brothers to watch it. They are gonna hate me for making them going thru this. Not annoyed by the anime... they will love it. I trust my brothers' good taste. But the annoying squealing sister watching with them.

:)

being okay

2011-04-15T05:41:00.001+08:00

Found this accidentally...

"Lately I don't even know what page you're on...
So many things I wish you knew...

I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud~"

<3 this song! <3 her voice. Replay replay replay~

Thanks guys for the calls and SMS-es. You know who you are. Thanks! I'm feeling more okay now. Physically and emotionally. Well, you guys would sue me for lying by telling you guys that I'm fine. Just that the lingering exhaustion and frustration are still there. But it's disappearing bits by bits. My heart no longer felt like being tied to an anchor deep in the "emo"-ness. ^^

Been getting stomachaches these days (urgh... since I've started eating cafeteria food) and my leg muscles tore up cause I was helping my friends to move~ Argh! I should have brought more manpower there! *rawr in pain*

Hahaha! Personally, I don't think the previous post as very emo. Haha! Gloomy, yes. I was feeling quite down. The sudden mood swings doesn't make any senses. I don't wanna affect the people around me. Sleep has been a good medicine for me. Since I'm quite exhausted. Of everything.

Thanks guys.

First of all, I still need to get out this barrier.

I still don't know where to start... and what to tell.

BIGBANG's new song! in my replay list too! <3 Bong's looking suave as usual. Ooo~

Probably the "energy" you felt in the blog previously... I was hiding behind him. I don't know how to face my own feelings. I was tired of them. I still am. So, I put everything on him. It is easier. You guys know how much I adore him. :)

I don't know how to explain this feel of the song. This song about a man who can't forget his late girlfriend. It's so beautiful. Thanks to Teddy and GD who make beautiful songs.

"I'm scared. This world is meaningless.
Take me to where you are, a place with moons and stars..."

I like it when he spreads out his hands, turns and looks at the camera. OH! Haha! Those wide pants! Well, if he would wear skinnies like he always do, he would look too anorexic! (compared to the rest who have good build bodies especially Daesung and Taeyang) Eat well, ok? GD! He's losing weight like crazy.

"I hate this love song... I hate this song"

colours

2011-04-10T06:52:00.003+08:00

and a

Since after Chinese New Year, I've been riding an emotional roller-coaster. Random people just make me mad and frustrated. Then, I would be laughing and making a fool out of myself the next moment. Angry and moody the next. This doesn't make any sense at all! I sound schizophrenic here, right?
In public, I am no longer waving/greeting acquaintances like how I used to. I don't people-watch that much like I used to.

Personally, my results is getting worse. Relationships are getting more complicated. Troubles are hurling into my face. Imagine a slammed door right in front of your face. (Argh... I used to do this to Baby. >.< So bad hor?) Money matters, which was unnecessary, could be solved earlier if only (insert).
WORST OF ALL, I'M GETTING LAZIER~

I'm exhausted with all the unnecessary things cropping out of nowhere. Yet I cannot complain to the people around me. Well, they are facing problems which are far worse than mine. I can't bother them to listen to my emo stuff, right? It's kinda weird cause they would end up telling theirs to me. Haha~ My plan got backfired so I would shut up after that. Eventually, keeping most of the stuff to myself. Er... Maybe I'm just not that type. I write a lot. Writing and listening to music really helped me a lot these days. (Oh~ Bigbang songs and GD <3)

The reason why I've turned partial nocturnal. I don't wanna see anyone. (Obviously, cause they would be sleeping and INTERNET DL SPEED IS FRIGGIN FAST). I made myself really tired before getting to bed because I would have these floods of thoughts before turning in. It would be harder for them to find me. Or just that... I DO NOT WANT TO LASH OUT MY ANGER TO ANYONE CAUSE I WOULD BE INDIFFERENT TO WHO'S WHO AROUND ME. Most of the innocent ones had a taste of it. I feel remorseful. I'm sorry.

Since many people have been pouring their problems to me... It seems to me that I'm developing this hesitancy to tell my problems to another (unless something had triggered my foul mouth XD It goes on and on~). I used to send 3am SMS-es and call Chikaru-san at wee hours. She's been busy lately so I didn't want to bother her (plus my second thoughts of telling someone else). Esther too. ^^ She's happy with her new phone. I guess my Che knows something wrong going on with me cause she has been asking me to chat with online but I rarely keep my promises. Probably due to the fact that I would not be online at the same time as her. SMS-es cost rm1 for each, ok?

I guess when two persons had a connection, you can feel that something has gone wrong with another person. I've lost contact with sigoth since February. But I've just received an email. (I can't read offline message cause I'm using ebuddy. My MSN cannot be signed in here.)

One of the lines read -
Life is like a rainbow. You need both sun and rain to make its colours appear.

I guessed that I'm in the rainy region now though the freaking weather is SO HOT HERE. I'm telling ya. A dry spell! ^^

I'm still sane. ^^ but going gaga for GD and BIGBANG!

p/s - TAKANO-SAN! AISHITERU! I'm still waiting for your "I'll make you fall in love with me again!" to Ritsu. ^^ I can't wait for more episodes!

FIRST LOVE?!

2011-03-28T04:16:00.000+08:00

sekaiichi hatsukoi - onodera ritsu no baai

(I wish they include Yoshino Chiaki's too)

OMG!!! I've been reading this since 08. I was reading them in chinese RAW! So, you can imagine the quality of the scans. "YOU GET IT FOR FREE SO DAMN~ DON'T COMPLAIN!" I kept telling this to myself. Low quality scans irk the hell out of me! Somemore, I need to find the meaning of the chinese characters which I don't understand. Such a hassle! But to wait long (3 years to be exact... hear me? THREE FREAKING YEARS) for the high quality english scanlation... It filled the gap after Junjou Romantica craze because it's from the same mangaka. I think I can relate this much better cause it's more realistic and the pain and experience from first love than Junjou Romantica. I can understand why they spent the ten years apart but still thinking of each other. I like Takano-san! Though I think Ritsu doesn't suit him at first... I vaguely understand the qualities of grown up Ritsu. Though he's what people says "oya no nanahikari", he actually wants to detach the title of being the only son of the publishing company president. >.< Plus, he's so animated and cute! His reaction to Takano-san is <3

They eventually broke up and meet each other after 10 years. Takano-san went into a slump after high school (Ah... Me too. A slump here. T_T) but eventually he recovered and found job at the SHOUJO MANGA department. And they became colleagues for some reason. LOL~ Of all the department... why the shoujo department? It's because he knows that Ritsu doesn't read shoujo manga. Or he believes in first love. It was so sad that Ritsu didn't even recognised that his boss is Takano-san! This is so sad! But I like Takano-san's who blurted out "I'm gonna make you fall in love with me again." I like clapping like mad when I read the manga back in Kuching. Haha!

LET'S WATCH! EPISODE 0 IS ALREADY OUT. THE FIRST 16TH MINUTES IS SO SWEET. THEN AFTER THAT, YOU GO "WHY???!!!"

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE REST OF IT!

let's sway~

2011-03-18T18:40:00.001+08:00

woohoo! Since I read about Miyo's complaint about the lack of update. Here's one. :P

Well, I WAS HAVING EXAM FOR THIS PAST WEEK. Free now~ Just don't let me know the results. My studies has been going on like landslides since last year. SO NOT ME~ Where is the KIASU me?! WTF~ I MUST FIND BACK MY KIASU SELF AND STUDY LIKE SIAO!

True indeed. I need a stronger motivation. Haiz~ *sigh* Cause according to sig oth, I'm turning "Babo"(Korean term for stupid) T_T

OMIGOSH! JAPAN! BROKE MY HEART WHEN I SAW THE WAVES. Luckily GD was not at Japan but 2NE1 was. O.O Dara was scared to shit. Was very worried for those Mangaka sensei who stayed at Miyagi prefecture where it was badly affected. I hope they are alright and not one of the 10000 missing person who was swept by tsunami at Minami sanriku cho. Sendai was completely submerged by then. My AirAsia X airport landing at Japan. O.O I still wanna go to Nippon! Obviously, only after the levels of nuclear radiation drop. Though Fukushima is further north, levels of radiation at Tokyo is still high. Hmm~ No wonder Shinjuku area was so empty. So not Shibuya at all! >.< People are hiding in their homes with supplies cause most of the groceries at the supermarket are gone! Omigosh~ With the INSTANT RAMEN parts were empty. >.< I so wanna go to Tesco and buy Maggi Mee now. I admire how the Nihon-jin tachi handle the situation and was so DISAPPOINTED with our Malaysian First Lady. There you go again. Malaysia really can boleh, after LCW wins in All England.

Facebook post: LCW (Let China Win)

Datuk LCW - DLCW (Don't Let China Win) Funneh!

WAIT! There's more about me. JOANNE - JUMBO! SHE JUST BOUGHT ME THE LAST TWO BIGBANG LIMITED EDITION UT SHIRTS IN M'SIA and here I thought there's no chance to buy it cause VIPs in KL are aggressive. They bought like 50 tees at one go, ok? Somemore, KL is so far from here. Asking my brother to go there alone is kinda urgh~ He doesn't have the "competing" skills cause to get GD's pink tee, you will need to SNATCH it the moment the door of UNIQLO store opens. Power of VIPs. Since he's busy with his campus orientation... so I didn't bothered him about this. Nope, I didn't get GD's pink tee. I got TOP's white instead. I wanted a black but there's no stock. You can't complain, right? When your friend went there alone (all the way from UM/MAHSA area ALONE) to get you those tees and with the salesguy letting her to buy the 2 of the 4 tees he reserved for himself while telling another customers that they are all sold out. YOU CAN'T COMPLAIN! Damn it. I really wanted GD's light grey hoodie and TOP's dark grey one. DAMN YOURSELF, YOU CAN'T COMPLAIN!

let's enjoy Joseph Vincent (ooo~ he's gotten chubby since I saw him in a cover of GD's Baby Goodnight. So, he's a VIP like me too. BIGBANG's the best. kekeke~ love his voice! been a fan of him since er... 2 yrs ago when I discovered him together with these talents - sam tsui, kina grannis and additional plus of mychonny, nigahiga, kevjumba, shimmycocopuffs... these people are crazy~) and Clara C. They did a cover of one of my fave songs. ^^

let's sway to the rhythm of love~ du du du du~
I just stole Steph's keyboard. Hohohohohoho~ *evil laughter* I'm gonna play GD's songs. XD Should I start playing the guitar with my left hand instead? Since I can't use the right hand. >.< But the weird part is that I've learnt those guitar chords in right hand. I got mixed up all the time.

Emo rant: Thought that I couldn't make it... I've been doing far better than I thought. Missing you won't change anything. Nonetheless, I pray for you.

A dork's sayings: Don't be so busy! Play with me. Boo~

I didn't know that Hello Kitty is this vulgar. LOL

I'm so excited~

2011-02-27T02:13:00.001+08:00

GD: I'm so excited. I can't deny it. Baby, you got what I need. Got me jumping jumping off my feet!
~ Beautiful Hangover

Why don't I have a boyfriend/girlfriend for these 2 years though there are some "almost" cases? LOL

Hahaha! I was just kidding. I don't have the time to cause I dedicate my time to my lappy. ^^ (sig oth agreed with me about this.)

He could be so cute at times

Hot and cool at the same time.

he does wear women's clothes. more during his Heartbreaker promotion. ^^

and dorky (he's the one on the right. Taeyang's on the left. Cute!)

The trademark left raised eyebrow that caught my <3 in a CF before.

With CA3 coming up soon... I can't divide my attention. Cause it will solely go to this guy --- KWON JI YONG, leader of BIG BANG.

Gosh! He looks so fine in the INTRO~ His "2-0-1-1" apparently has killed off of millions of VIPs. ^^

I can't wait for the MV! Though it was quite disappointing that this song has not reach the standard of Haru Haru, Lies, Sunset Glow and Last Farewell. (ALL OBVIOUSLY WRITTEN BY HIM)

editted: To watch the MVs, right click on it. select "copy url" and paste it into a new tab.

The Big Show held on Friday and yesterday was EPIC!!! with Secret Garden parody. He dressed up as the girl role (well, it IS obvious that he is the only one who can pull off the girly look compared to the rest of the group). Showed the pic to a non-VIP. Reply was "So, you like guys who cross-dress" LOL Well, she does know that it's Bong. ^^ And obviously, NO! >.< Haha! I only like it when it's him. ^^

Thru these years (2 years and 4 days to be exact), I've seen different parts of him. I like every part of him. ^^
The fierce one (argh! even his mum advised him not to lash it out at the members),
the grumpy one (the "what? what do you want?" voice to Seungri. the magnae meaning the youngest),
the "Don't f*** with me" look (well, the suffering end would be the magnae. XD),
the leader ("you come out from there. Don't do that, you look so stupid"),
the "i can't get enough sleep" face,
the 'kyappy' face ("oh my gosh, what is this? it's a star wars laser blade. I'm Yoda." wth! hahaha),
the 'horny' face (yup, he does that face. "Oohh~ that girl is so hot" ROFL),
the 'I can't believe it. I'm so cool." face (Yea, he's a big narcissist),
the 'I love you guys so much' face,
the 'polite' look. He will always do a 90 degree bow to anyone and greet enthusiastically at the seniors.
the 'shy' look, (I like this expression the most. People just like to flatter him ^^)

Taeyang at the left, GD at the right

my fave GIF ^^

I'm buying that UNIQLO hoodie. ^^

and ultimately, HIS SMILE! IT CAN REALLY BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY! ^^

I wanted to post each pic for each look but I'm lazy~ haha!

I can't wait for their comeback.

TOP: Why are they not back yet? WTH, BBTV is on 11/3? Hmmm~ later at night it's their SBS comeback special. *concentrate*

This is TOP. But I prefer GD>TOP. ^^ Still...

He looks so fierce yet so cute at the same time.

on FB & WLM

2011-01-16T02:09:00.001+08:00

sigoth: Boo~ 21 lo~

Me: shuddup!

sigoth: so, ape u mauk?

Me: I want GD!!! <3<3<3

sigoth: 50 yrs ltr.

Me: How can??!! now! *started to do the double double combo move*

sigoth: =.=" import from Seoul?

*tag sigoth's fb for the bigbang's concert*

Me: I wanna go~ I know edi, you go buy the tickets.

sigoth: But I'm so far away from KL.

Me: Me too! >.< for my birthday la~ go together~ *cheeky emoticon*

sigoth: *tut, tut, tut... no reply emoticon*

Me: Ceh~ not sincere at all.

sigoth: You know what~ I'm gonna give you another bigger Domo-kun when we get back to Kuching! so you can hug it (sigoth knows that DM sleeps beside me)

Me: DUNWAN! GD~! GD~! GD! Kwon Ji Yong! G-Dragon~ My name is G G G G Baby Baby~ GD GD Baby Baby~*chanting non-stop*

sigoth: so not going to answr *offline*

Yer~ I was so angry! Ok~ Just kidding. Well, er...Got something else instead cause sigoth send a pic msg. =.=" What I really wanted was BB's glowstick. Shall get one for myself this year. ^^ imported from Korea~ Yay! ^^

WORLD PEACE AND DELAYED END OF WORLD, PLEASE~

Happy birthday to me. Had a great celebration despite the fact that I was being quite sick after the long car trip. ^^ Post bday celebration part 1 was nice too but everyone was tired so we ended up going back quite early. I'm waiting for another one at Kuching. HAHAHAHAHA~ I'm so greedy for my 21st. ^^ Hehe~

I've changed my birthday to 15 on facebook. But there were some people who knew about my trick already! Haiz~ I shall change it into a more random date next year. LOL That I can see those who rely ONLY facebook to know their friends' birthday and those who don't remember my birthday because it's really easy to MEMORISE~ Now, I wonder how they remembered before facebook? Mine was by the means of Google calendar and handphone. ^^v Oh, I love humiliating people. XD It's not good, right? *smirk smirk*

editted after a few mins I first posted this:

In FB,

sigoth: yer~ hiao la you~ jz nw, go hear ppl singing and cut hair.

Me: cannot meh? >.< <3 *refer to Fb status - 冲动~~~ 我的手在发抖~~~ *

sigoth: 动力火车？ *post the url link* this one?

Me: Yup! Nice <3 But I'm almost deaf. Sat quite near the stage. >.<

sigoth: hiao la~ who ask you to sit so near? wao lao eh~ so cheeky la you. Your "fake" birthday~

Me: now baru you know. Heh! not my fault pun. I didn't choose the seats. Just follow another fwen who's a regular there.

sigoth: =.=" Ma close your ears lo~ *yawn*

Me: Go sleep, idiot~

sigoth: Don't want. Waiting for Secret Garden to finish downloading. I wanna watch edi.

Me: I WANT!!!~~~~ HYUN BIN!!!

sigoth: 。。。。。。GD or HYUNBIN?

Me: BOTH!

sigoth: Yer~ so 花心的

Me: 不能 meh? stop typing mandarin. I lazy~ Haha!

sigoth: 华语是我们的母语。

Me: My roomie can't stop watching PASTA. (At this point, I avoided the mandarin topic cause I'm lazy to type/read/interpret the chinese characters. XD Sorry~ )

sigoth: Min Woo~ I know you sure like him.

Me: <3<3<3

sigoth: Yea! Secret Garden finish dl. I don't wanna chat liao :3 Gonna watch <3 Oska & Sun!

Me: He's so ugly de. XD Hyun Bin & Philip Lee! Woah~ when they hug in the hospital, I couldn't stop laughing when his mother shouted at them. Haha!

sigoth: I go watch first. Hehe~ Bye

Me: I'm not talking to you till I finish watching it. HATE SPOILERS!

sigoth: yea la~ know it redy. Bye *offline*

Me: *spam sigoth's wall* HYUN BIN <3~

2011

2011-01-02T07:43:00.000+08:00

I know. It's gonna be my fave year? LOL

It has my number on it!

Looking back 2010

[click close tab if u don't want to read boring stuff]

January - My bday. I could still recall the awful Cabonara at Le Boss. It was just spaghetti + mushroom soup. Bleh! Ended the celebration with a near fatal car race. *touch body* I'm alive!

February - CNY was far from home. Valentine's Day fell on the same day as CNY. Too much red and hearts to handle. Once upon that time, there were 2 lonely girls and 3 lonely boys who went to Secret Recipe after going around the town finding most restaurants had closed for the Reunion Dinner. Finally, get to see fireworks around SP town. Not to forget, Astro channels too. Had one of my panic attacks when the lights went off when I woke up in the dark. I'd remember easing Mei's leg cramp. IN MY SLEEP. Hahaha!

March - ^^ Woohoo! Holidays! Went ice-skating for the first time. Forgot how to skate. Doesn't help with the fact that my mini rollerblade shoes were fossilized long ago. It's like riding the bike. I need time to get the "feel". Too bad, it was cut short when my naked knees hit hard on ice floor. You could see blood stains on it. >.< Yea, who's that noob wearing shorts to skate. Apparently, me. It was unplanned that we went for ice-skating. Had fun at KL. And back in Kuching, I was introduced to everyone's boyfriends. Had one of the worst feelings when I saw the Moscow subway bombing on TV news. Phew~ Thank goodness for Facebook and international SMSes, no one I know got hurt.

April - One of lifelong dream have been fulfilled. I got the dream phone that I've always wanted. Spent as much time with it. Then, Bro's graduated too. "Yesh, Mum. You have 2 lazy slugs living in your house now."

May - Learnt kayaking. Reluctant at first cause the waves were quite high that day but ended up as the most enthusiastic one after it, though my butt was hurt. >.< Blame the waves! Eventually, learn the hype of "surfing" and understand the hippie culture about it. It's so cool to feel the push of the wave!

July - The most happening month. This period I ran away from home. LOL <3 the way I put it. with parent's permission. WORLD CUP FEVER!!! Waka Waka is still ringing in my head. I wanted Argentina to win so much this year. Too bad. Paul was right. RIP Paul. Unintentionally, some dark secrets in the family and finally interpret the REAL birthdates of my parents, uncles and aunties with my phone's app. OMG! *scratch head* I should write an epic novel about my family >.< Did crazy stuff with Luna, Jenny and Apple.
- cross the Sungai Sarawak in the sampan to eat free samples multi-coloured multi-layered cake.
- Mount-climbing. Oh gosh! I really salute the two old men who went faster than us. Got lost with my first time using the Google Map on my phone.
- Ching San temple visit. We didn't pay the parking fees cause it was raining. ^^
- Luna's birthday. I was that crazy to find a 20th floor building for her birthday. Too bad, the gym at the rooftop closed early so we ended up at The Junk.
- her dog almost bit me! >.< *hallucination* Okay, it was very fierce.
- Vanessa's BBQ party. The adrenaline rush when we were hiding from her. The dog wanted the chicken wings. The creation of a weird longan cake was made.
Thanks for keeping me entertained guys. Tia was back for her holidays. High school gathering at McD-turned bar/pub was crazy. We were sugar high and laughing non-stop. Went back to high school to help out and met a male Marian. We had only ONE sex toilet for the students. Hahahahaha!
Lea was back from Russia! Had crazy outings with some of my friends from uni. Saw jellyfish! Thought that I was bitten by one but got told off by the guard that it was allergy to seawater. @.@ Imagine the others laughing at me. I can't help. My hypochondriac tendencies makes me such a germaphobe.

August - FINALLY I'VE GOT AN APPLE BOYFRIEND, replacing my 6 yr old ACER ex. DREAMS CAME TRUE~ Cheated (not once, but TWICE) for my farewell lunch and the next day's breakfast. 630am, a VIOS parked in front of my house, followed by a Corolla! >.< I almost had a heart attack. Back to school. New housemates. Cool~ Saddened by the news from Joanne! I think my emo streaks started from this month until Nov. Adjusting myself to new sem. Not easy to have 4 lectures a day with NO tutorials. Went for Penang trips but to no avail, the USM students were unavailable to meet up at QB mall.

September - KL-Seremban trip. Finally went to Jogoya Japanese Buffet at Starhill Gallery after KLCC Book Convention. Learned the dreads of KTM during peak hours. Bought back a luggage of books. Had good food around. Sensed the fact that Joanne was drunk before she even entered the room. Hehe~ My intuition working its way again. Visited Fai-nichan's house and stalked his pictures of his younger self. Melaka plan was scrapped off when we saw the jam-packed highway.

October - I can't remember anything in this month except EXAMS! Like seriously, most depressed month of the year.

November - Birthdays! Three major good friends' birthdays and I'm one of the main IDEA contributors. Domo-kun's cake for Steph. A pinata for Eric ah kor's 21 bday. A special polaroid message birthday card for Xiu Wen. The rush and the anxiety. Indeed, the Murphy's Law clouded these preparation. Nonetheless, it was FUN! Ok, save that energy for the next year.

December - Joined Switch99 event but I didn't get the iPod! The girl standing to the girl next to me got it. Imagine how I felt! DISAPPOINTMENT~ But it's alright cause the goodie bag was indeed worth it. FUN! FUN! FUN! I finally went to Malacca again! (Just found out that one of the bloggers I know went at the same as I did. Wondered whether I've noticed them. Hmm~) KL trip with my Ji Muis! Though the Bukit Jalil to Subang Jaya was SO VERY SHITTY and I was being put through another dreads of the peak hour KTM trip. But, the rest of the year end trip was fun! Sim, Edina, Ann, Esther and Andrea. Everyone from the trip ended up sick except me. Hopefully, I don't! *drink lots of H2O* Celebrated Mei's birthday during Christmas.

Now, dreads of 2011 Jan - EXAMS on the first week.

Happy new year indeed.

not having a clear mind

2010-12-16T05:13:00.000+08:00

Readers, thanks for the feedback. I thought my blog is dead. I miss Kuching a lot.

CA is coming in 3 weeks. I'm still in holiday mode. I'd go "High, High~ I'm so high~" every night.

[warning] this post will be a GD spam.

I'd die at 2.07-2.13. Bong's back with the dorkiest album ever by the double double, double combo of BB! High High <3 I guess it's quite a laid back album with "Baby Goodnight", "Oh Yeah" and my fave of all "Jibe Gajima" (Don't Go Home) with some crazy songs like Knock Out. "Double double, double combo" is addictive enough. Luckily he didn't include Bom's voice in "Jibe Gajima" but instead in "Oh Yeah" cause it's so nice now. Well, we had seen back in Oct on how he kept asking Bom's to repeat cause she can't get the tone he wanted. evil GD when he's working. But it's true when he says that songs with Bom's voice is ten times nicer.

He acted so cool during the world premiere but when it came to photo-taking session. He's still the dork we know. TOP had no choice but to follow this guy. *guffaw*

I can't wait for BigBang's return next year's Feb.

this is so random. I love vimeo! though YouTube is still the best source.

Now, reason for not having a clear mind?

there will be two months with no GLEE. Hmm~ I guessed season 2 didn't live up to my expectation like first half of season 1. The reason why I'm still watching it - Kurt's story and there's Blaine.

Merry Christmas people!

UP-Dates~

2010-12-09T07:16:00.000+08:00

Heh~ Just my way of spelling cause I've nothing else better to do. Than studying, that is.

So, here's to my non-GLEE days. (I had been sticking my head close enough to the lappie screen to "devour" Darren Criss in my gaze with my overhead headphones blasting with his voice. I miss watching him in the YT's A very potter musical plus the Malfoys-infected sequel. Blaine's anal hairstyle is a total plus from that messy Potter. He got me when he sang "Teenage Dream". "Hey, Soul Sister" was however, creepy even for me who's pro-It Gets Better. ^^ But I have this sense of imminent notoriety of Blaine stealing the limelight of Kurt in the Wabblers... What kind of name is that for teh-very-prestigious Dalton. *shrugs* Indeed it's an academy which is very tolerant. Ok~ Forget that. I'm not doing in GLEE review here. Just enjoying the tension when Kurt and Blaine sang "Baby, it's cold outside." Oh, you have no idea how much time I rape the YT's replay button) Oops, I hear someone sighing "Oh, Audrey. You're still the same crazy you."

So here what I did when I was back in Kuching

the kitten with BLUE EYES who recently died in an accident. :(

view from one of our haunts in Kuching when we (Bea, Elaine, Francis and I)

brought Brian around to yam cha

sky is very bleu! so it's BEACH DAY!

with Luna and Audrey, there's nothing normal around.

we smuggled a cake to Permai Beach was caught doing that. :(

shoving Jenny's "fake birthday" cake down the throat while reading some German fashion mag

that was left behind by the Deutsch-speaking tourists. <3 the Ibiza column. ^^

Luna was full wor~Obviously the cake was my breakfast ^^

the rest of the culprit - Apple & Gladys

the cake that I was "supposed" to make. Keke~

it was delivered to my house the night before

with one big CROISSANT from Pullman bakery.

me & my croissant obsession. not to forget about those macarons.

yellow flag up + first timers = no kayaks = sad Rey.

beach + snake encounter > queue at the Spring

we were a bunch of the kiasu ones who came late

but still get in front of the long line.

see how near we were to the reg table before the registration even begins?

this guy, he was one of the talkative guys standing just behind me

and I think, one of them even sounded like my batchmate Darius.

Brian in Kuching was already a shock,

not to mention Darius standing just behind me at The Spring.

One of my Acquaintance, Ben tried cutting the queue

but this guy here was the one blurting

"If this would happen in my class,

I would teach my students the definition of mannerism"

Touche~

so Ben left after the girls at the reg table didn't allow him to take the form.

probably the only dog that I dare to touch. LOL~

another Kitten pic. I miss you though I kinda hate

the hassle of running crazily out of my house cause it liked to follow me around

and I DO NOT LIKE CATS.

so, after beach, The Spring... it was Tray night.

They moved the pictures to the wall behind the basin

I prolonged the washing at the basin to look at them.

Tried to look for familiar faces. No avail.

we were eating donuts made by Elaine, thinkin that outside food was ok

until Francis saw the overhead sign.

Winson - the waiter that night didn't mention anything so I guessed it's alright then. ^^

there's a black Porsche at Bea's condo. >.< there's a Merc convertible and a red Mazda too.

We were making a huuhah at the carpark near midnight. Imagine what the guard see us as.

Car-thieves or sakai kampung psychos? I bet it was the latter.

NEXT day - went for Laksa breakfast with Dorothy and her sis + cousin.

Cleared our debts for our lasagna supper at bing! earlier this year. I stupidly left her birthday present in my luggage. Yea, I brought it back to Kuching and back to campus again. Heh! wastage of the 'mileage' of air cargo. thanks to Fiona who helped me in chasing the Kitten away though it was nowhere to be seen when I went back. Yea, I'm that scared of cats. Or anything with fur on. ^^ Was at saberkas trying to look for the art supplies shop. We can't find it. >.<

The End of the Kuching arc.

Haiz~ I'm missing Kuching already. I've not seen my Dad since August! Missed my Dad when he called to ask about my wisdom tooth ache :( Yea, I'm a daddy's girl, too.

b***shit

2010-10-11T21:40:00.000+08:00

Started with a walk from ADH to the Dental building for the idiotic 5-7pm LAN subjects.

Saw Shin Hung greeted her. More gossips. Heh~! There's a price to pay when I felt something dripped onto my head. All the surrounding people jumped around from me. The facial expression on them = priceless. Two of them only, to be exacted.

Yeah, I was shit on. Birdshit. LOL~ Obviously, the cleanliness rampage started on this miss OCD. ^^

Damn birds. Guess that I was lucky, in a way?

mer~DEKA!

2010-08-31T03:29:00.000+08:00

for the first time a merdeka event was held on campus.
for the first time I'm wishing my country a happy birthday.
patriotism spirit has increased? Blah~ only during the last week of August and first few weeks of September.
the debate of the actual Merdeka date for this country ensues in msn with pointless conversation going on and on. wu liao~

Nevertheless...

Happy Birthday! you're already 53. Time really flies. I love Petronas ads a lot.

this is this year's Kereta Buruk concept.

while this is my fave of all, directed by Yasmin Ahmad. The raw cheeky and happy expression from that boy is unforgettable.

going thru it the second time

2010-08-31T02:59:00.000+08:00

[quoted]

Have you heard of the Friendship Time Theorem? But I hate MATH! *snickers*

A X 1/B = C

A = Length of time you know someone
B = Length of time spent apart
C = Chance of remaining friend

most of us have forgotten our promises to each other.
It's alright because we know that they were just empty words when we made them.
thinking back, at the playground.

headache

2010-08-25T16:31:00.000+08:00

Well, my roommate is Mei. :P I wonder how she will stand my sleeping habits. Haha! Not that I snore much. My alertness during sleep is higher that normal people. Come near me when I just had a nightmare and you would find yourself strangled in the neck by me. Seriously. Switch on/off the lights and I'll be awake. Even a little thud from the sound someone getting up from the chair would disturb my slumber. "Pathogens" coming to my house will be detected the moment they step into the main door. Yeah... I'm a light sleeper. Normally, I would go back to sleep but there are occasional exception when I can't go back to dreamland.

SLEEPLESS REY = HOT-TEMPERED, ARROGANT, MOODY, EVIL REY

Guess that I've slept too much this week that I will have hangover almost every morning. Probably due to low blood glucose. Shh~ I'm skipping dinner. 7PM class = EVEN LONGER queue to the food counter. I'm TOO impatient to wait so I would be heading back to the hostel to clean up. By the time, I'm done with laundry and shower, I'd feel tired to go out so it's time to ZZZ~~~ Then waking up at 3-4am to online and drinking chocolate milk. *slurps* Anyone signing in MSN at this time is a freak or someone who's rushing their assignments.

This was just released this morning. G-Dragon looks so good. Mei is falling for his black-rimmed specs look. Hohohohoho! But he's mine. (/^_^)/ "I'm so excited, delighted. I won't deny it nor fight it. Baby you've got what I need. Got me jumpin jumpin off my feet."

hangover~ hangover~ hangover~

I'm back. AGAIN

2010-08-24T17:42:00.003+08:00

Decided to keep this URL and to reopen the blog after removing most of the posts around. Evacuation work is still in progress. It's funny that people who ACTUALLY react to what I quote and blog since I'm not the primary source. Click here for my Pon & Zi's post. *nonchalant* Decided to keep the comments. So here I am. Back to uni life. *speechless* I hate classes till 7PM! I want to go home. Luckily there are Xiu Wen, Steph, Shin Hung and Mei to cure my homesickness. ^^

YESH! PEOPLE! I AM EMO-ING NOW! So sensitive and emotional. So vulnerable to criticism.

AHEM~ I know you'll be reading this. I'm still not ready to hear your voice yet. Jumbo~ Give me more time, okay?

I'm addicted to these songs

break free

2010-05-20T14:22:00.000+08:00

Burdened by these feelings, I find it hard to reach another person's core. I have learnt my lessons from the damages done. And so, I would never thought that I would eventually got rid of these fetters and shackles. I poured some of my darkest secrets to a friend. It felt good. I think some of those cuffs unlocked themselves and fell off. ^^ (woah~ I'm so metaphorical and poetic these days. Blame it on FB) Well, what I talked to her...This particular question has been bugging me for a long time. Though I still didn't sort it out in the end, I was relieved that there's another person whom I can try to lean on. Because Capricorns are very sharp and suspicious creatures, we can't really trust another person FULLY but we do know how to look for those values in people. (Duh! That's why I got such good friends around.) Thanks! But telling me to quit what I like doing the most. T_T I can't quit it cause a part of me will be lost too. ^^ It makes me what I am today and I don't regret it. But truthfully, I'm still scared that those feelings would be back for another round. Hehe~ Well, that's when I jump to you again! ROFL~

unsure

2010-05-04T02:48:00.002+08:00

"Now, people would say it's uncommon. What if one day, it IS common? Will they call it normal then?"
-Chikaru-san

Read my previous post. The 'it' here refers to homosexuality. This sentence got me into a deep thought. There's another post for that.

For now, I'm tasting new waters. I'm scared to move forward but also backward. Then I heard Ellen DeGeneres's voice as Dory from Finding Nemo.

Dory: Hey there, Mr. Grumpy Gills. When life gets you down do you wanna know what you've gotta do?

Marlin: No, I don't want to know

Dory: (sings) Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming, swimming swimming. We swim, swim, swim. ...

Perhaps the only thing I can do now is just swim so that I won't sink. ^^ I can hear myself reciting the Fish Friendly Shark Pledge.

"I am a nice shark. Not a mindless eating machine. If I want to change this image, I must first change myself. Fish are friends. Not food."

"miaw" UNO

2010-05-04T02:35:00.001+08:00

damn long post. It took me 2 days to write this. ^^ damn lagging lappie with *look at the lappie sticker* Intel Celeron, 256MB DDR2. how's that? (T_T) pathetic. I'm amazed that this lappie is well healthy back with me now. Though typing on this still feel weird cause I got used a smaller stand in lappie than this.

back to Kuching again. Trip to KL was not as eventful as I thought but sure the food galore was nice! ^^ especially when everything's paid by others. Me no waste my $$$. But a mere 2D1N stay at xiu wen and steph's room, on AIMST campus was epic~

19 - departure from Kuching at 9pm. Reached the boarding gate at 8pm. (Damn! another wait. very nice...) Just before boarding, I was on my way to the loo when someone waved at me furiously. Took me by surprise! ^^ A familiar face. He showed where his wife was. I showed him where Pa was and was happily got on my way to relieve myself. (things do happen when you're on your way to the loo, eh?) I met the couple several times on the same flight back to the Pearl. what coincidences! Reached the Pearl around 11pm. Slept around 1am in my cousin's room. Imagine me sleeping in the pink painted room with feathers and boas around? O.O I think they were tired to clean up the "I supposed there was a costume party" mess.

20 - Greet my another cousin, Desmond. ^^ He was thrown into the Jungle where he had to learn all the basic living skills from my uncle. (What a joke, rite? That's what we all would think but in his case, it wasn't. Imagine not knowing even the change after paying for the lunch that shocked me when my Dad told me about this. Failing every subjects in SPM, excpet English the only subject he's good in. He is so indulged in gaming that other basic living skills are ignored in his dictionary. I was told by my uncle that if Desmond were to go back to the Oil Rig back in Sarawak, he would had to earn his salary to get those air tix. Imagine anyone hiring this meek twink. Oh yes, he has the sharp nosed, typical angmoh cute twink look but he doesn't make a full use of it. Indeed the "white" sheep of the family. Damn, I have hot and pretty cousins. ^^ out of the marriages of between Malaccans and Sarawakians. I'll take a mental note for future use. *snickers*) Did I mention that he didn't even know how to lock the grill when we were leaving the house, on my way to school?

Reached school. crashed at xiu wen and steph's room. Steph was not even awake at that time. (or so I though when she jumped on my back) Lucky for me that xiu wen was an early riser. Thanks! haha!

Steph: Audrey~~~! *jumps on back* So, it was really you. Haha! I smelled something like you.
Rey: o.O *in shock* You're awake! haha~! Sorry for waking you up then. My smell, eh? =.=" (obviously Neku was happy to meet Joshua. No worries. I'd spared all the mushy stuff in FB. ^^)

After some banter with them, I left to search for tai lou. Dealed with our stuff at admin. I imagined the calories we burnt when we were going up the down the stairs, standing at the counter bombing the staff with questions, sitting down filling forms, then down again to the $$$ department, while waiting...

Audrey: (in my stupid bimbotic speech infected by Lily. ^^) Tai lou, I'm fat edi! Must slim down! haha!
Jeff: o.O who asked you to escape when I asked you to go jogging last time? let's go gym when you come back!
Audrey: eek! don't want. Mei went with you what. The last time =.="
Jeff: No no no... you must come and exercise! In this holiday, you must exercise! When we're back, let's go gym. ^^
Audrey: but... but... I hate sweating! I want swimming! but the hassle! argh! I don't care le. (this explain clearly why my diet plans would never work) woohoo~ omg... food is so good back home.
Jeff: =.="

Was waiting for xiu wen and steph's class to be ended. both of us were loitering around the library compound before I decided to get ice cream! (since we were both ice cream addicts) Met Ah Kor! Woah! It's been a long time! Wanted to hug but Public Displaying of Brotherly-Sisterly Affection is banned in the campus. Well, there's a sis in law to be considered. Haha! Act of indecency is simply toned down by a handshake and a pat on the shoulder. Wanted to meet up the lovey dovey couple together but too bad sis in law had finals. T_T anyway, we decided to meet later that night.

[cont]

shame on me

2010-04-26T01:40:00.001+08:00

I was ashamed of myself. Today, while chatting with some friends. Yea, I started to use Google Talk. I was busy lately that I might not even realised what I typed that got me a reply like this

Being heterosexual doesn't mean it's "NORMAL" just because it's "COMMON"

Likewise, being homosexual doesn't mean that it's "ABNORMAL" just because it's "UNCOMMON".

This knock me into my senses. I can be so mean at times. I hate myself for being like this. Blame it on the horoscope. I'm a flawed Capricorn.

this is it. goodbye...

2010-04-12T12:57:00.005+08:00

SOLANIN - Asian Kung-Fu Generation. I've always love the songs from AKFG. They are those very few J-Rockers who are not in the visual kei scene, that I like . I usually like those from visual kei scene like the Gazette, adbington school boys, ayabie, LM.C and L~Arc~En~Ciel. *sigh* It's been awhile since I've left Japanese music scene. Well, if you're my loyal reader, you'd notice all the K-pop videos. *chuckle* Yea, I'm THAT crazy about Bong.

I kept replaying this song......

the balloon was nice~~~ but the MV is incomplete! WTH~~~ but this is only HD vid I found. (besides the movie trailer. The lead actress in the movie SOLANIN is the same as NANA. *snicker* )
Yup, next thing I'm gonna do is to read the manga with this song playing in the background. XD
here's the trailer.

There's quite a number of movies about bands coming out this year. We had Akanishi Jin's BANDAGE and now we have this... woah~~~

Lyrics -

omoi chigai wa sora no kanata
sayonara dake no jinsei ka
hon no sukoshi no mirai wa mieta no ni
sayonara nanda

mukashi sundeta chiisa na heya wa
ima wa dareka ga sunden da
kimi ni iwareta hidoi kotoba mo
muda na ki ga shita mainichi mo

ano toki koushite ireba, ano hi ni modorereba
ano koro no boku ni wa mou, modorenai yo

tatoeba yurui shiawase ga
daratto tsuzuita to suru
kitto warui tane ga me wo dashite
mou sayonara nanda

samui fuyu no hieta kan koohii to
niji iro no nagai mafuraa to
kobashiri de rojiura wo nukete
omoidashite miru

tatoeba yurui shiawase ga
daratto tsuzuita to suru
kitto warui tane ga me wo dashite
mou sayonara nanda

nanda

sayonara, sore mo ii sa
doko ka de genki de yare yo
sayonara, boku mo doo ni ka yaru sa
sayonara, sou suru yo

Translation

Mistaken thoughts from beyond the sky
A life spent saying goodbye?
The little piece of the future I saw
Was waving goodbye

The small room I once lived in
Is now occupied by someone else
The horrible things I said to you
The days that were wasted

Perhaps if I'd taken that chance, if I could go back to that day
But I'll never be that person again

Even if that frail happiness
had somehow lingered on
A bad seed would surely have sprouted
So I guess this is goodbye

The cold cans of coffee from freezing winters
That long rainbow coloured scarf
I stroll through the back alley
It all comes back to me

Even if that frail happiness
had somehow lingered on
A bad seed would surely have sprouted
So I guess this is goodbye

I guess

Goodbye, that's enough
You can cope anywhere
Goodbye, I'll manage somehow too
Goodbye, that's what I'll do

"あの頃の僕にはもう戻れないよ"

back to the past II

2010-04-08T05:59:00.004+08:00

I feel so shitty now. I actually forgot all about D-Grayman. T_T I realised it after reading someone's blog. How could I forget Allen and my Kanda Yuu? Stupid stupid rey rey for being obsessed with Hitman Reborn! now.

Yoneda Kou is going into hiatus. This sucks. I was waiting for more of her Nitro Kotetsu works. I love her 8018 works! Then again, she didn't finish two of series... and she's leaving the plot like this? *sobs* come back and finish off your damn work.

Here are example of her works.

(steph like Hibari in this pic)

I'm glad I chose 8018 over 8059. XD Thanks, Steph. *ruffle her head*

many thanks to Luna for bringing me out yesterday. I'm so glad that she's my friend! *teary eyed* So touched with the fact that the moment her exam was done, she asked me out. Of course, I'm with my usual oh-so-lazy-and-tired-to-go attitude that she "forced" her way to my humble abode to get this lazy Sleeping Beauty. XD (well, we have known each other for 11 years. O.O). Believe it or not? I haven't stepped out of my house for 3 weeks after bringing Mei and Joanne to the airport. Yesh, this is how mundane my life is. (Every second of the day is spent with my lappie boyfriend watching anime and reading manga. XD) I'll give her a salute her for coming to my house and get me up to go out with her and her friends. Had a good time going around The Spring. Woah, going out with future lawyers and accountants. (--_--)" Four months gone and there were so many changes at The Spring! saw a Marian senior there but decided not to greet cause I was not in my oh-I-didn't-see-you-for-so-long-how-are-you crappy mode. Planning to go for another outing before their dreaded exam period starts again. *peace*

Went to watch Clash of the Titans. I'm not doing a movie review but I'd like to praise the movie for inserting so many omigod-that-is-so-yaoi moments. With all those eye candies running around with short skirts or whatever you call them, I was reminded of pederasty in Greece. *snickers* Yeah, my evil brain still works though my Dad was just beside me. I was so surprised to see Nicholas Hoult in there. Too bad his role died when they were in Medusa's Lair. It's been a while since I last saw him as a twink in SKINS. (he had the freckles and the red lips in SKINS. Damn those lips and eyes. *melt* But he looked so tanned now.) Oh, how much has he grown. I just found out he's only almost a month older than me. O.O what a big contrast. I've been seeing more of him in Hollywood nowadays after last year's "A Single Man" and this year's "Clash of the Titans". Hoped to see more of him soon. ^^ Rey rey's metamorphing into a perv.

There's lot I wanna blog about but I'd thought that it will be inappropriate here so I shorten this post. If you see another post similar to this, it might be from me... since I kept quite a number of blogs around. XD

Seriously, if I'd continue being like this at home, I might turned from an otaku into a hikikomori. Abunai yo~~~

Emo Rants:
With these happenings behind my back... Don't worry. I haven't lose my cool yet. Perhaps, I should ignore them. Or should I act "dumb" like usual? Damn myself for being so sharp sometimes. *sigh*

back to the past

2010-04-06T22:19:00.005+08:00

Was emo-ing cause I was afraid that him might disappear suddenly like what happened last year.

NO!!!

Luckily, he did not. XD

Well, I was bored so I decided to go back into anime watching. It's been a long time since I've watch any anime. XD Well, back to being my Otaku self. Hehe!

Gotta catch up with my manga and anime
(the time of gap I gotta fill in)
1) Hitman Reborn! - 3 years
2) Naruto - 4 years
3) Bleach - 5 years
4) Ouran - 3 months
5) Skip Beat - 4 months
6) Hetalia Axis Power - 7 months
7) Fairy Tail - 1 and 1/2 year (I think, if the story gets draggy like One Piece. I'm gonna give this up)
8) Pandora Hearts - 1 year (Damn. I'm a sucker for thriller, psychological with Moe factor)
9) Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu - 4 months (if only they turn this into anime. *sigh*)
10) FMA - 7 months
11) Soul Eater - 2 years
12) Kaichou wa Maid-sama - 4 months (I got disappointed after watching the first episode. I hope it gets better cause the manga is A-W-E-S-O-M-E)
13) Vassalord - 1 year and 2 months. XD It's hard to get the updates. T_T
14) SWITCH - 1 and 1/2 year. (gotta go dl the OVA)
15) Skip Beat - 8 months (gotta finish the anime.)
16) Natsume Yuujinchou - almost 1 year (I got scared having watching 3 episodes)
17) and plus lots of BL stuff! Go, Fujoushi power!
woah... some many things to be done. My eyes are tired. *cucumber slices*

Being an otaku (esp fujoushi) is a time and money consuming obsession. *sigh*

I love yamamoto!!! cute~~~ Go 8018!

bored

2010-03-29T01:52:00.002+08:00

yea, it's official... I will no longer share my private thoughts here anymore (just thoughts of my interests). The blog will be still here but it will have all my plain crappy posts. XD

For the love of yaoi... I did this quiz. Seme or uke? Seems like the results changed over the months. I forgot what I got last year. T_T But this does suits me.

You are a 'Don't Fuck With Me' Seme!

Serious and to the point, and sometimes bordering on the sadistic, it takes a special breed of uke to satisfy your needs. You tend to be anti-social with little patience for most people. You need someone to challenge you and push you to your limits, and then be able to take your intense reactions, which possibly involves rope and sensual torture. This is what makes the Badass Uke the yin for your yang, as you're the only one able to put them in line and satisfy each other.

Most compatible with: Badass Uke

Least compatible with: Dramatic Uke, Innocent Uke, Clueless Uke

What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at SemeUke.com, or find merchandise here.

my opinion... now now. where shall I get my ukes? *smirk* Badass? Those yakuzas? "special breed"? More of a highly-trained masochist. If not, I'd do the training myself. Haha! *in my dreams* I guess what Miyeko and Alethea were discussing in Facebook were right after all. XD Since I told them that I'm actually a lazy seme cause it'll take the uke quite an effort to make me work. Miyeko said I bully them. But, really? Well, it's true that I'm a little cruel, cold or very offensive to people whom I love. (ahem! me brothers, me parents) Anti-social, I guess I am. Yesh! Challenges! I'm up to it. Verbal abuse. Whatever~! I do welcome them, esp from Joanne and of course, Steph. *sweat* Rope and sensual torture? O.O that's just fantasy. Dramatic, Innocent and Clueless... might just turn me off. WAKAKA!!! What am I talking here? Mind of a fujoushi is indeed scary.

stupid jealously

2010-03-15T19:08:00.002+08:00

Omg... It's the first time I'm jealous of a (friggin') refrigerator. XD Zipel. Lee Seung Gi~~~ It wasn't that long since I saw his poster in a local Korean restaurant. Haha~~~ He has nice dimples. I have them too but mine won't show up like his when he smiles. He is really the Ballad Prince of Korean. XD

I'm an idiot.

daring

2010-03-14T21:49:00.002+08:00

I read yaoi manga...
I watch yaoi anime...
I read PLU blog...

all in front of my parents in the living room.

And, they don't even have a clue while watching the All England finals on the TV.

XD

younger cousins

2010-02-23T00:07:00.003+08:00

I'm lucky not to have younger sisters. I saw my younger cousins last Fri though I didn't had time to hang out with them but this reminded me of what happened last year when I was at their house.
Well, see what my younger cousins, Isyel and Tiffany did?

1st situation.

Isyel: Cheh-cheh! Can kiss you? *grabbing my chin* Can I kiss your mouth?

Me: Not my mouth. On the cheek *showing her the cheeks* Why do you wanna kiss me???

Isyel: Cause I like you!

Me: I know but I haven't take bath so I'm smelly and sticky!!!

Isyel: You go take bath la! I bring you! *trying to drag me from the couch*

Me: Later! Aiyoo! This show very nice wor. Later la.

(after the "later")
Isyel: Cheh-cheh, you take bath already???

Me: Huh, not yet!
Isyel: Go! *screamed and dragged me again*

(when my Uncle Wu came back)

Me: Ar! Your daddy's back already. Did you do your homework? Later, he'll scold you!

Isyel: *covering her mouth* Oo... *went to the study room*

...and that was how I avoided being kissed.

2nd situation

T: Cheh-cheh, you have any boyfriend?

Me: Huh? No!

T: Why?!

Me: Because no guys will like me. *sighed* I'm so fat and ugly!

T: Huh? But you very white! Very nice!

Me: White like a ghost. *laughed*

T: Give me your hand! I want to see your babies!

Me: Ok. *curious to know stupid things kids do*

T: You will have two babies next time! *reading my palms that she was holding*

Me: Woah! How you know???

T: I see la! Your hands! *scream*

Me: *covering my ears* So clever! How about you? Got or not? Boyfriend.

T: Don't have because I'm still small.

Me: Huh? I thought you want to be a Disney princess? Later, ask your Prince to kiss you la.

T: *grabbed my hands and she compared our skin colour* woah! Cheh-cheh, you so white! You can be Snow White! I'm so dark. I like Snow White but I cannot be like her.

Me: I don't want to be Snow White! I'm scared of her stepmother.

T: Haha *squeal* Later, you eat the apple. You die!

Me: Choi! Why do you want me to die?

T: No-no-no! *shaking her head like a professor having disagreement with his students* Later, the prince will kiss you. Muaks!!! *trying to kiss me*

Me: No!!!!!!!!!!!!! *running quickly away from her*

T: Cheh-cheh, then you want to be what?

Me: I want to be Genie in Aladdin. Very cool!

T: Huh? You want to be trapped in the teko?

Me: Haha! Whatever la. I can make your wish true.

T: Really? Then, I wish cheh-cheh can get marry now. I like bridal gowns a lot!

Me: Huh? *headache started*

T: *high-pitched giggle*

One thing for sure, I'm lucky not to have a sister.

gone

2010-02-12T06:38:00.002+08:00

It happened yesterday when I put it on the table. Thud. There was no red light after that. I pulled out the adapter and back again. No red light. Again. No red light. I pulled the plug of the adapter out and put it back in the same switch. Nothing. I'm quite stubborn cause I had repeated this step for over 2 hours. Finally, it has dawned to me that my lappie is sick. T_T It's easy to get it repaired but I'd decided to have it serviced back home. XD So that it won't cut down my allowance. XD

I need it back. Badly. No laptop in sight. Rey's hands are itching! That she stole Mei's lappie to type out this blog.

Finals in 2 weeks. Wish me luck.

Happy Chinese New Year, people!!!

KFC

2010-02-08T01:30:00.002+08:00

I'm attracted to people who like to eat chicken? Cause Woo Woo loves his Korean fried chicken a lot that 2PM fans call him WooChickenland. XD Steph, who would buy lotsa chicken pieces to have them stored in the fridge. When she wants to eat them, she would just stashed into her toaster and ta-da! Hot crispy chicken~~~

I love KFC since young. Oh those crispy skin and succulent flesh~~~ No wonder my cholesterol level shoot high. But of lately, yours truly here has feel nauseous by the smell of KFC. T_T I have no idea what happened. For these past weekends, I'd been buying KFC meals for Steph without getting one for myself. This is weird!!!

Gone is my "It's finger licking good" food. Probably I keep using chopsticks to eat almost everything these recent years. Chips, fruits, finger food... you name them. Even prunes! I don't want to dirty my fingers. (--_--)"

closing this blog?

2010-02-08T00:51:00.002+08:00

Regarding the previous post's disturbing comment (which I have obviously had it removed), the plan of closing this blog mine is approaching near.

Throughout this 2 years, it had been fun blogging about random stuff and the-what-happened-in-my-life stuff. Random visitors... I've been getting spam mails from nowhere! Urgh... Lucky that nothing has happened to my chatbox over here. Dormant for now but I'd rather have it in this state than to have strangers bashing each other up here. XD Not literally, you silly.

I found myself attracted to reading instead of writing. With so many blogs around, I'd spent my time reading them than to write my own post. Cause I hate the obligation to update my blog. Urgh~~~ I have a love-hate relationship with this blog. XD

Well, let's just see what will happen when my new laptop comes along. XD

short note

2010-02-03T02:31:00.002+08:00

After that one stint I made in FaceBook, I think I'm seriously lovesick. XD need to eat PP. Love PP too much. Ooo... It sounded so wrong in my letter of confession in FB.

I'm totally addicted to Little Dove's blog. He's so cute!!! (not as cute as my WooWoo!) Thank god, Steph share my interest. Or else, I'll be kinda lonely cause I don't have anyone to talk to about him.

CNY is coming soon. Valentine's Day (dreaded day that I'll be forever in debt to my parents and friends who helped me through this dark times) is coming soon. I'm glad I'm not home for both. (minus the angpow part. Money-minded Rey screaming for injustice) In any way, Rey will escape from 3-8 relatives. Yohoo~

Finals. 26 days to go. Sh*t! I can't control myself but I love to watch drama and anime, especially during study break. Damn! I should be studying instead. Steph, make me study. Where's your "Baka, go studying!" mantra? I need those.

(--_--)"

a big two zero

2010-01-14T23:19:00.003+08:00

Yeah, I've turned 20 on 11th Jan. This year too marks the first time I know another person who has the same exact date of birth as me. XD With all the sms saying that "You must be mature lo. XD", I have no idea why but I felt pressured. *bluek* Haha! Thanks for making my 20th birthday unforgettable with friends like you guys! *hugs!* Would like to type more but I'll having my quiz soon. XD Well, that's only an excuse for my laziness. *runs to hide*

The first verse in this song represents my birthday wish. XD

Happy 2010

2010-01-05T13:23:00.004+08:00

Looking forward to this year...

I didn't know anything till Dorothy showed me this. Once again~! Under the limelight. Wakaka!
Click here. So, what say you?

I'm in love with this song~! UEE in an almost lesbian relationship... *rub eyes* woah! *jaws dropped*

Sorry Sorry~!

2009-12-21T22:55:00.002+08:00

Well, it's been a long time since I've been to this blog of mine. Gomenasai!!! I ignore you. T_T and will suffer from the consequences.

Here's update of what happened in my boring (oh-you-don't-have-to-care) life. XD which I will explain in the near future. Ahem! *clear throat*

List of events
1) My non-stop obsession for Minami Shineyo or "You're Beautiful" Kdrama.

2) My encounter of a Muslim who thinks "Cina=Babi" during flight. And how the air stewardess helped me to escape from him. (Warning: This is real~~~ It was my first time to feel like a fugitive on the run. I'm no joking albeit I feel apologetic to him.)

3) My break up with Bong. Haha~~~ It's not like he's out of my life. It was my fault. Here I come again... saying this suddenly one day: "I don't like Bong anymore." (That's me. A habit, eh?)

4) Loss of a loved one. But I'm glad that I saw her before I came back from holidays though I have a hard time adapting the fact that I was being kept in the dark by people whom I trust. Well, they do have their reasons but still... I need time to get over this since I'm SENSITIVE to LIES. Sometime it's true that people whom you love the most tend to hurt you the most.

5) My realization of my change of attitude. I'm not who I used to be. (20% change, I think.) XD cause I show symptoms of being a recluse. My mask in this masquerade is fading. I forgot how "fake" I used to be, that I became awkward with some people around.

6) I found out that about those people who actually look down on me. But it's ok. They are the ones who will be giving me the strength to fight back. Thank you! Wakakaka!!!!

7) I'm greatly grateful to my parents beyond words could describe. Still, I need time. They didn;t give up on me after what I've done. I'm not a good daughter, always talking back to my parents and not doing what they ask me to. But I've been like this since young to the extent that I would feel very awkward to apologize or tell my parents that I love them. (though I love gossiping with them so Pa and Mummy naturally know most of my friends)

8) My faith is not shaken!!! And it will not be!!!

9) I'm not a good love expert. I can't even help my own brother, wondering how he's coping with it. *sigh* Cause love is such a confusing thing that I didn't want to spend my time thinking of it. (I'd rather drool at the picture of Geun Suk or Lee Seung Gi. Hehe! It's human nature!!! No need thinking at all. Just look and like! Hehe~~~ I'm a strong supporter of love at first sight!)

10) Spending Christmas with close friends. Should I get new shoes, eh?

11) Congratulations to newly formed couples. (I spot many couples nowadays. Why, eh?) XD Anyway, I give you all of you the best of luck. *wink*

12) I was not going to mention this issue here. (But, I'm "kepo" and "sam pat". *bluek* so must say it here). Something about KS. I will generously donate a whole long post on her alone (in the near future). Well, for now... probably it's better for her. ------ "Ignorance is a bliss" cause I don't want to waste my time hating her. She's not that worthy to be of my concern, right? After what she did. Yeah... I can forgive and FORGET too easily.

13) I'm tired. And the person whose shoulder I always lean on is not here... (this is a personification. XD This will be a rare scene since I suffer from OCD!!!~) especially at times like this, I really wish I can see that person. Yeah, it's harder for me since I'm anti-call, anti-sms and anti-msn nowadays.

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder" *weak smile* Yeah... I know now.

14) Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want Santa to give me an A.N.Jell!!!! wakaka!!! note the pun.

I'm rewatching Coffee Prince. Addicted to this song!!!!

cute chibis

2009-11-18T00:58:00.002+08:00

Go Mi Nam/Nyu aka Pig-Rabbit. We have a "would-be" nun transforming into a superstar. XD Well, it's not like she want to. Hehe! See the piggy nose she made? The reason she did the pig nose was all her manager's fault. He asked to do it cause it's the pressure point to decrease tension when she sees the person she likes who make her heart pounds. wth... but still, cute!!!

I love this GIF the most! This explains him so much. No explanation here. He's just pure love. A guy with an OCD worse than mine. Cute!!!

He keep slapping himself and saying "Impossbile" in Korea. XD Cute Jeremy!!! Angelina Jolie is his dog's name. wth~~~ He thinks he's gay cause he likes Go Mi Nam. (who is actually a girl). He's a much innocent cuter Nakatsu of Hana Kimi.

ShinWoo. Gosh... I hate this character a lot. He seems like Jihoo in Boys Before Flower. Other girls might like him... I just hate him. Why does he has to "WAIT" for the right moment to confess??? To make someone as dumb and blur like Go Mi Nam, he must strike like Tae Kyung. XD Instead, he kept hinting here and there. *sigh*

My, my~~~ the "fake fairy" so cute!!! Usually people would hate the bitches in the series...Surprisingly, I don't hate her. UEE in real life is hot!

the W

2009-11-17T23:04:00.006+08:00

the fandom is back~~~

It's so sad that he had to play the piano part. Reminded me of Willy. Damn. (excuse this vulgarity) Aiyo~~~ This MV totally broke my heart the moment the girl he loves was proposed in front of him. I was "@#$%^&*" But I totally love the stage he dance on!!! Hoo!!! Dance moves are cooler than the ones in his first solo "Only Look at me" MV. I'm so proud of one of their choreographer, Aimee Lee/Lucas . She was included in the dance part! Argh!!! It's been a long time since I've seen her with Big Bang. Look closer, she's the one with the white shirt behind him. That short Cleopatra-style hair??? Yup, that Aimee~~~ I''ve always love her moves. She's so cool...*nosebleed*Shaun Evaristo and Lyle Beniga, the rest of choreographers are altogether uber cool. Love the part "Baby! Please don't take his hand" moves. *drool* the ending part when he dance solo while others in pairs... *sniff*

TaeYang~~! You could describe him as Bong's brother. XD since both of them grew up together. I heard the song last Thurs after reading about it in All Kpop.com (the moment I could get online cause this MV was released that week when I had my exams) Maybe it's just me being me, the moment he greeted the bride... I knew that he's not the bridegroom. XD Damn TaeYang, another nice sad ballad from YG since Park Bom's You and I. sure both of them would be competing in Inkigayo. It's nice to see that Bong has been giving him support since TaeYang (in Chinese, Ta Yang) means the sun. He indeed is Bong's sun. Oh ya! Not sure about now, but till last year it was confirmed that he doesn't have any girlfriends before cause he was so busy with work. Cute, eh? Girls... Do get the idea, eh?

You can see more of his dancing skills in "Where U At?"

cheering TaeYang on!!! I still remember the Piano Battle he did last year with DBSK's Junsu. Well, this guy here just shines with his voice.

Big Bang vs DBSK. Wakaka~~~ With all the mockeries surrounded DBSK... I'm sticking with Big Bang all the while since I came to know about them. XD Damn... Their songs are damn good!!!

"should be me, should be me."

You're Beautiful

2009-11-16T01:51:00.007+08:00

this is a drama cut from You're Beautiful. (it's ending in 2 weeks. T_T I've been following this drama up fiercely... contrary to the 30+% ridiculously high rated drama, IRIS (which Big Bang TOP act as the villian Vic) I'll watch IRIS but only after the ending of this drama.

Doesn't he look cute here??? The pig-rabbit thing is so cute!!! haha!!! Yeah, Tae Kyung (the leader of the A.N.Jell - the faux idol group in the drama) has an OCD that is worse than mine... and that's something cute!

seriously... I like Jang Geun Suk. No matter how ugly his pout in the series "You're Beautiful" might be. Wakaka~~~ Nevertheless, his fashion style can be matched with Bong's. XD Maybe that's why he's my newest obsession.

Since Hana Kimi ~ Ikemen Paradise~ (which was kinda of ridiculous... like watching a real-life aniem) and Coffee Prince (oh! I like that one a lot. Broke my heart when one of the actors died. T_T), it's been long since I've watched a romantic comedy...I've skipped Boys Over Flower (the Korean version of Japanese manga Hana Yori Dango or known famously as Meteor Garden for the Taiwanese version which was the worst of all 3 version) cause I stopped watching it after episode 15... haiz... one of my things I need to accomplish during the hols is to finish the drama. With all the spoilers going around, I probably knew the ending scenes. *sigh* No worries!!!

here comes You're Beautiful. I'm not telling you any spoilers here but IT IS REALLY WORTH WATCHING. SO, GO WATCH IT!!! Initially, I watched it because Lee Hong Ki was in the drama. (he's the one who has the orange hair in the previous post. XD) since I'm a fan of FT Island. (The relationship between Lee Hong Ki and Kim Hee Chul is another matter but just for you to know, they are seriously CLOSE to each other. Should have seen them together in the variety show, Good Daddies.) but I started to like the character that was protrayed by Jang Geun Suk (in the video above). That's when I notice Jang Geun Suk. It's seriously frustrating to know that I didn't even notice him though he was just next to Hee Chul in Inkigayo where they MC-ed. AND where his face show up in EVERY BLOODY ETUDE HOUSE ADVERTISEMENT.

Go to Central Square in CS, it's the pink comestics store next to KFC. You'll see a huge pic of him there. I went to Sunway Pyramid's branch before. They have one very "unique" worker there. Go see "her". XD Can't deny the fact that I enter the show to have a look at "her". And many else where, but I never took the length to know who is this model/actor for Etude House for 2 years! *sweat* this proves that I'm not all over eyecandies... (though good-looking, he/she might not get my attention?! something like that, I supposed) Till this drama... Aigoo! He's so cute~~~ I even fantasize that he should date Park Shin Hye (the main actress in You're Beautiful). The chemistry between them is so nice and prefect. (If Bong were to have another girl, me heartbroken of course. But for Geun Suk, it's different. So, this means I'm not obsessed with him that much yet? *confused*)

Well, I actually knew this baby faced actor since 2007! Yea, I didn't even realised he played the character of the tragic love of Hwang Jin Yi in the historical drama (Hwang Jin Yi was broadcasted in 2007 and I watched for the sake of his character. How superficial I am. XD Well, I didn't know much about the Korean star arena except DBSK (which I lost interest the moment I could not attend their KL concert in Nov 2007. My SPM Bio Exam was just 2 days after the concert then) and Super Junior (probably I like Kim Hee Chul only. He's the whacky, funny, big eyed, girly looking guy in the group. I'm telling you this. That guy is not ashamed to FRENCH kiss another guy for fun during concert merely in the name of fanservice), so it was hard to notice them. I felt so angry now. Cause Geun Suk was also the MC of Inkigayo in 2007 (in which Kim Hee Chul was in). I even saw the clip both of them sang with Hong Ki. It's nice to see 3 of them on the stage, since three of them have extraordinary relationship now. Not only he speaks English (he's been in New Zealand), he knows Japanese! *worships* wakaka! Cause he's a fan of Ken Hirai and L'arc-en-ciel! Yohoo~~~ that's why he sounded quite similar to Hyde. "Quite".

Geun Suk knew Hee Chul in Inkigayo 2007-2008 which they MC-ed.
Hee Chul got closer to Hong Ki in Good Daddies.
Hong Ki got closer to Geun Suk in You're Beautiful.
what a cycle!

this is how Hong Ki looks in the drama. Nice! *drool* He starring as Jeremy, the bright, cheerful boy who had the Nakatsu Identity Confusion Complex (yup, the Nakatsu in Hana Kimi who was hilariously depressed that he's gay)

this movie (with Jang Geun Suk) was out only this year~~~~ Gonna watch it when it's released in DVD! he's such a versatile actor 8salute*

off to watch "Baby and I"

How could I?

2009-10-31T05:43:00.003+08:00

THEY ARE BACK!!! with a sad-looking Bong on the floor with that chair...T_T I still wanna see his smile. He has one of the cutest smile...can't believe I almost overlooked this. Here's "Let me Hear your Voice"

*melted*

I like the theme of this MV. with all the white ornaments & glittery lights, it reminds me of one of those winter wonderland festivals. The opening sounds so similar to the British drama SKINS opening. (yeah, I do watch series from Britain instead the usual America. XD) You could even see G-Ri couple together around (0.45) my Bong with Baby (SeungRi). I missed DaeSung's voice! I'm glad he's all well after being hospitalised so we can hear his lovely voice. Bong from 2.10-2.14 looks so sad but so BEAUTIFUL!!! (/////) TaeYang just steals the limelight here. I can't wait for his Wedding Song single! TOP is without shades, without mascara~~~ "Sepet" eyes... but some people like his sharp gaze... his rap part is nice!!! "Letting me be the cloud above me", "We're apart, breaks my heart girl. It's all for the best girl you're my world" Gonna catch him in the latest Korean drama Iris. He's starring as the villian. O.OArgh... I just unconciously followed Bong's every move in the MV... like the way he answers the phone, he rolls the dice, his scream, him sitting there on the floor...his hat is back! (can't help it. He's my one of longest obssession besides anime and BL) *drools* O.O in 3.58. He looks so sad. T_T Haiz...

I've been waiting to hear all of them together for a long time. (since DaeSung was with Family Outing, G-Dragon and TaeYang with their own solo albums, TOP with his drama, only SeungRi has nothing to do? haha!)

"Hirogaru sora wa sou jiyuu de
Nani mo kawattenai keredo
Tonari ni ima wa tada… tada kimi ga inai dake"

HD luv!

2009-10-31T03:36:00.007+08:00

Forgive my profanity for the previous post.

I just love YouTube in HD! Because my lappie is almost dead. well, call me obsolete cause I was using a 256 MB (omg!) DDR2 RAM, 40 GB SATA, Integrated Graphic Accelerator (which is so out of date), no DVD Burner. Still, I love my lappie. Got it like when I was Form 2-3. Just that I don't use it anymore... too slow cause it wasted my time (a very long one) to post a blog with the Mozilla FireFox (I've should have used Google Chrome instead. T_T taking lesser RAM Memory). *steals Mei's lappie instead!* and my search for HD in Youtube BEGINS! My lappie can't play it!!! Watching Blu-Ray DVD rip-offs on Mei's lappie! <3<3<3

After browsing my usual K-pop news website, I found this beautiful MV. "You and I" by Park Bom (2NE1, YG Entertainment). 2NE1 is actually the sisters of Big Bang... Bong was with them when they debuted! Oh Bong... The MV is so cute and beautiful, especially she "poke" the cupcakes in the recipe book with the fork. Kinda sad, too... This is definitely something different from the usual sexy appeals made by most of Korean girl groups. Nice MV!

woah! something new from ShiNee which I just found out today. I've loved their songs since "Noona, You're so Pretty" MV (Replay). Their dances are so cool. DBSK (2004), Super Junior (2006), Shinee (2008)... SM Entertainment CEO Lee Soo Man sure is busy with these new boy groups. True enough... Though this song has this annoying "Ding Ding Dong", I still appreciate those dance moves and costumes!!! But their hairstyle! O.O (ugly... and colourful! Brown and blonde, eh? No!!!!) But, I love Key's new black emo hairstyle. XD ALL of them are actually younger than me. T_T especially TaeMin (drinking milk one, dancing in the middle with mushroom hair) is only 16. I feel so old~~~ Hehe~!~

Oh yea! SS501 is back with thier REBIRTH album. Heh! I like the song "Love Like This". Watched the performance just now. The song is so much catchy than the RingDingDong. I prefer this song. Hyun Joong (the one in the car) is back singing. He was involved with solo project in the Korean drama Boys Over Flower (Hana Yori Dango). Can't wait for their MV to be out. The above video is just a sneak preview. Well, can't say I will post it up... cause exam's so near!!!!!!

I'll be back in Kuching soon!!! Argh~~~ The dreads of cleaning up my own room. My parents don't touch my stuff so in the end, my room... covered with INCHES OF DUST!!! ACHOO!!! *blow nose on the tissue* well, at least I have the bird to wake me up instead of alarm sings. oh ya! During the weekend's mornings, birds are noisy in AIMST. T_T can't sleep properly. T_T

sh*t!

2009-10-27T18:39:00.003+08:00

damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn Internet line became so sucky!!!! The forum where I've been getting my anime and music... lots of BL stuff too IS BLOCKED!!!! damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn Exam's too near! I think I might have panic attack before even stepping into the exam hall. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damndamn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn Exam actually ends a day earlier in the morning. This means I can go back earlier 2 days. But, I just knew about this 2 days after my Dad booked the air tix. Lazy to ask him to change for me. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn Study break? *spit* There are those replacement classes there. Not a study break anymore!!!damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damndamn damn damn OMG! I'm so damn KIASU!!!! damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn I HATE THOSE F*CKING PRESENTATIONS. Hate that next term is fulled with them. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn SUCKS to be queuing for something that fills my stomach. People actually run after a plate of Chicken Chop/Fish and Chips which is served every Thurs. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn I don't even know whether I like you damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn I NEED A NEW LAPTOP damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn I rather drink milk everyday than to eat Jaya Cathering food. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn SUSHI!!! damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn I whine a lot yet still manage to get it done! damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn KFC, McD damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn I can't seem to find a way to fulfill these cravings of mine. Almost broke. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn I'm mad at you but I can still smile at you. I'm so fake. Hypocrite myself. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn I'm a SLEEPING MONSTER! Angry cause I hate it when you keep setting your alarm and NEVER wake up. Disturb my sleep! damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn Rather sleep when everyone's awake!!! damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn ARGH!!! I don't even care about this blog anymore!!! damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn I'm so tired. damn

One More Time, One More Chance

2009-10-25T20:12:00.002+08:00

The graphic is so damn nice! Though the plot is typical (love story bla bla bla)... but the scenes are so breathtaking...

*off watching it from betaserver*

What will we be like if there's another chance to be together?

what's wrong with me?

2009-10-16T02:39:00.001+08:00

I'm not the ones who are having exams this week (But my finals is around the corner) so I don't think stress is doing its spell. Still, the pain and the ache doesn't go away. Hold it! I'm not talking about emo-ness!

Literally, I'm having ache in the neck, at the back of the head.
Lost my distinct sense of taste. Though my sense of smell is still the same. Food still taste weird cause the taste buds are not working!!! T_T

if only

2009-09-17T02:09:00.002+08:00

(for the sake of updating after Fai-nichan's remarks)

if only

... I'm richer, I would go travel around the world.

... I could travel around the world, I can learn to speak more language. (Actually, I had always wanna go to Venice! And now, due to *ahem!*'s influence, Greece is not a bad place to visit too!)

... my high school had offer foreign language in the syllabus, I would have chance to learn to speak Spanish, German and Japanese. Gosh, I love German language. It sounds so nice like swearing and cursing. XD

... I'm a guy, then that would make me gay. XD

... I'm less fierce (geez... I look so fierce just when I'm not smiling. Jo-jumbo is taking role to train those smiling muscles), my roommate would have not moved out. There's only 3 of us left in the room.

... my roommate had left earlier, the room would have smell nicer, cleaner and more spacious. Earlier.

... we broke up earlier, then I would not be on the rebound last week. German soaps! You're seriously messing me around, eh? *fists up*

omg! I'm crapping here. I'm just typing whatever that cross my mind. Urgh... I don't know what else to write about besides this evil thought in a little corner in the brain. I'll write it some other day then... Having blogger's block. (what a pun. XD) The worst could happened to a blogger.

speaking of food, I was browsing one of my fav blogs, The Food Pornographer.
*stomach growls* Oops!

It's 2.30 am...... and I'm damn hungry here.

Oh! Dreads...

cries of happiness

2009-09-07T18:13:00.003+08:00

woah! Here's my spam post about Bong! Or G-Dragon. Or Ji Yong. Whatever you like calling him. I've been waiting for almost 3 weeks for his debut stage performance ever since his first solo album came out in 18 August 2009. (His 21st birthday...but in Korean, he's 22 already. Hehe!)

I was actually looking for the opening song for the Taiwanese drama "Black and White". Haiz... It's been a long time since such big production from Taiwan. Gotta finish watching it. XD
It was then I stumbled upon (once again!) Bong's first debut stage performance. I've been waiting for ages. This was performed on 30 August 2009! What did I do this last week not to notice about him at all? Guilty of reading too much manga over the Merdeka weekend.

The first song was Heartbreaker, the title song of the album. Love MV a lot!!! After this, I'll get to do the grasshopper jump.He appeared from the apple! So cute!! With that seducing face. Ooo... XD The first thing I noticed from this clip is that... his pants!!! I heart that pants that he's wearing though I hate the top. The fading effect and the black stripe at the side!!! I want that pair. The cardigan was weird on him. O.o Second thing is... Look at his feet. Look at what's on the stage! BLACK APPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Injecting the needle syringe into the apple. He's not the first one to think of that. I'm not boasting but this is so COINCIDENTAL!!! And the peace sign when the song ends? I used to do peace signs a lot in high school. This is so damn scary...

So... what is he??? My mind reader??? Told you that his album reflects a part of myself. Besides that, the apple thing. His hair, too Though his hair is turning yellowish blonde. Ugly... I like platinum blonde. *drool* Well, the black and white plus red thing. *wondering*

For the second song, I never like "Breathe". Too high pitched for me. But I heart his apple polka pants!!! My favourite part of this song is the lines after the "I can't breathe, I can't breathe" during the chorus. I hate the cap on him. *Fashion police Rey blows whistle* But, the way he took it off. See what he did after throwing the cap? *nosebleed* But who's the girl???!!! Urgh... Bong is prettier than her. Here comes the green-eyed monster, Rey...

That's all for his debut stage performance. Sad to say, I was a little disappointed cause I'd expected more stuff until...

I watched this last night!!! He wore that suit in the MV!!! This performance has more ENERGY, eh? I like the stage backdrop! Haha! He brushed one of the female dancer's butt. ROFL. This performance is definitely much better than the debut stage. Improved! *thumbs up!* No more weird rolling on the stage floor in this performance. Love his hair here cause it's so shiny~~~

Here's the interview

He's so soft-spoken here. Cute! Guess he's tired cause he doesn't smile that much. I've love that smile. He said he felt so empty cause the Big Bang members are not with him. Go Kwon-leader! Oh, he love people calling him that. XD Vain... He was asked which track is his favourite in this Heartbreaker album. He answered "Butterfly". Well, I'm speechless cause right now... that song has been played over and over again till I lost count. Well, "Heartbreaker" is good but I'd love a much relaxing song like "Butterfly". Help me pull away the distress I'm facing in the room.

here's "Butterfly" feat Jin Jung

My butterfly...

the crowd goes "wild"

2009-09-02T20:01:00.004+08:00

well, it is not a secret that I was really inspired with Oscar Wilde's works at a very young age. Remember Happy Prince and (some bird, I think)? In which the gold plated metal statue asked the bird to scrape the gold of him so that the pieces of gold is given to everyone but he was of no value in the end. He had only wished to see everyone happy. I was heartbroken when I read the book when I was about 4 or 5 cause the book was full of pictures! I love pictures. (Hehe! Till now, cause I love reading manga. XD) Yup, Mr. Wilde wrote that.

Well, I went to wiki it. Found it. Click here to read more. Oh! It's a swallow. XD And of course, children's books are simplified. So, no Old English in my picture books.

It was not till I was around 10 or 11 that I found this novel in the public library. The title was "The Picture of Dorian Gary". It was thick and there was no colour in it so it was ignored. I remembered cause I threw the book swiftly on the shelf that the other books on the shelf dropped to the other end of the shelf. Well, they kinda dropped and hit a small boy's head. Oops! His cries was loud. *guilty! guilty!* I quickly went to hide behind other shelves. XD

How stupid I felt about the other day when I finished reading an excerpt of this novel. But the excerpt had no ending. I had to find the ending. Off I went to the library again and borrowed a simplified Penguin readers' book. Well, there it began my passion of classic novels. I'm a weeper for good books. (shamelessly declaring here) Wuthering Heights and Secret Garden are those I weep like crazy. Wuthering Heights was too sad. Secret Garden's father and son moment was so touching~~~ *sobs*

Let's put that aside. I'm talking about the Bronte sis. But, Oscar Wilde! My idol who inspired to think more about people. Well, read the Picture of Dorian Gray and you'll know.

Then, it was in Form 2 that I'd finally read the original novel. It was indeed better than the simplified one. But I hadn't have the chance to read the ending as Adrian had to return that book to the library. T_T Due to stress and everything in Form 2, I quickly forgot about the book. Haiz. I hate 2004. Ok, this post is not about me. So, let's skip that!

It was only till after SPM that I went to buy those green covers Penguin books which cost like rm7.5 each. How sad, eh? I'm a great lover of books but not great reader. I'm so lokek to buy books one. Well, a rm 32.5 to my dusty bookshelves? Nay, I'd rather have the 7.5 and it'll laying beside my bed crumpled. I'm so lazy to read nowadays compared to my younger days. T_T Well, AIMST is so o-m-f-g deprived of good novels. Even my Secondary school have better choices of books! Not just freaking factual books! They had NOVELS! Novels! English novels!!!!!!!
*high 5* with Lily and Steph! Both are great readers compared to the otaku me. Manga! Manga! Here I read! Ooo... not just any manga, my "genre" ones are the nicest to read. XD

Well, read read. Mr Wilde has opened the whole new part in myself after reading a playscript "The Importance of Being Earnest". The main characters in there are so the "Kan-toi" (not sure how you say it but does mean being caught in lies or red-handed, rite?) That was about the time when I started to have this dirty hobby of mine. People-watching. These instinctual feelings in me now are not natural, they were trained and are still being trained. XD I love people watching!

I was going around finding more info about one of favourite books, The Vintner's Luck by Elizabeth Knox. It's really a waste that I could read a few pages of intro from Google Books. Well, I'd wished I'll get to find the book someday in Malaysia. Don't expect MPH and Popular to have this book (if you get what I mean? *smirk*) Gonna search in Kinokuniya and Borders if I'd have the time and chance to do so. It was going to be turn into a movie. I couldn't wait for it since last year when it was announced that the book was going to be turned into a movie. Let's crossed fingers and prayed that those moviemakers don't spoil the storyline and the relationship between Sobran and Xas. Xas is played by (I forgot his name but I watched him playing Hannibal Lector in "Hannibal Rising") Oh! Talking about Thomas Harris's Hannibal Lector. I love the novel Silence of the Lamd. I didn't watch the movie though. It bored me out. XD read the omg-the-guy's-a-genius-psycho book. Love it!

Here's my dream come true. The Picture of Dorian Gray novel kinda reflects Oscar Wilde himself. (minus the bisexual part. England was homophobic, remember?) It was only last year, I'd read in wiki that he was jailed for being gay. Outrageous! Went to prison cause you're gay? Come on. Prison is where guys kena r*ped by other guys. XD wonder did he enjoy the stay? O.O

They made Dorian Gray so much similar to Wilde's younger self in here. Covered the lies for your whole life. If I were to play a role in that movie, I'm 100% sure that I'd be Lord Henry Wotton who corrupted him cause he's too angelic at the beginning. XD I didn't see Mr. Painter in here (I forgot his name. T_T the book is not with me now. All I have non-factual readable material is my manga T_T) In my view, I'm also 100% sure that Wotton had a peculiar interest in Gray. It's still in my thoughts that Wilde actually wrote about the relationship between that Wotton and Gray, also between the painter and Gray but he decided to scrapped it off cause it's immoral for homophobic England and it wouldn't sell. XD sad for me, good for me, eh? Talking about homophobic England, look who's having a huge fanbase of the gay storyline of British soap Hollyoaks? I'm not British but that include me. I'm a huge sucker of John Paul McQueen and Craig Dean plot. XD XD XD

*yawn* gonna sleep soon. I'm a good kid these days. Sleep early and wake up early. Yohoo! I'm the bird getting most of the worms. This explains my increasing weight, eh? Hehe~

Bong...my "heartbreaker"

2009-08-18T18:28:00.003+08:00

Forgive me for my Bong picture spam. Don't continue reading if you're a person who's against extreme fashion sense. Mind my warning, ok?

Still my never-ending obsession with Ji Yong or Bong?

Yup, he's the one with the specs here.
It doesn't seem like it but the friends beside him are stylist for 2NE1!
Both are currently on study break from London universities. O.O
He's so talented... so are his friends!!! O.o

Through years, he's spotted with so many hairstyles. Though how much fugly they are, he just get away with his flawless image.

He's seriously a weird one.

Nuff said. Here's a NORMAL picture of him.
You don't get them these days.
But with his weird or (cool?) sense of fashion. Hot pink! XD

I'm sure my readers know that I'm obsessed with him since beginning of this year. I know he's not as good looking as other idols I've liked before. I'm definitely sticking with him till now. Seems like there's no change of heart and mind. I still heart him!!! Yeah yeah, I know. Just a fangirl here. But like my previous post here. I've gotten bored of the ooo-so-handsome and woah-so-cute idols that I became to like eeek-so-weird idols. XD

Like I've said before. How can I not be obsessed with him???

He produced most of Big Bang's songs. He's the sadistic leader. He's good rapper. (Not at Epik High leader Tablo's standards yet. Still, very good. Come on. Tablo's probably the most nonsense writer ever but when he starts rapping in either English or Korean. You'll be in awe. There's some room for G-Dragon to improve ESPECIALLY his English pronunciation.) He can dance well too! *yay* Go to Youtube and type "Buttons - GDragon". Yup, he's the one in the pink tee. XP

18 AUGUST 2009! It's his birthday today!!!!!!! Yohoo!!!!!!!! 21st b-day!!!! So old already but STILL act like a kid. XD Must go watch his videos when he's in studios. He could be so intimidating but cute at the same time!!! Aiyo... Wait till you see his bulldog puppy! It pooped on the floor and shit on him ONSCREEN. He's like O.O at first. Then, laughed while cleaning the mess when the 2NE1 girls when to visit him. Though yours truly here hates animals but the puppy is so damn cute. Go poo and shit more on him. XD

Beginning of April, there were news that he had slumped into depression and had since took tour around Europe to relieve his stress as he's putting lots of effort into his solo album. But in May, his solo album release was postpone to August instead. So, together with the rest of Big Bang members, they went to promote their Japanese singles which are so good! My fav - My Heaven and also Emotion! They are so good! Gara Gara Go was addictive but I didn't really like Bong's hair and his English rap. T_T "Freshly dressed?" o.O

So, it's AUGUST now!!!! He's releasing his FIRST SOLO album conjunction with his 21st birthday. The album title is "HEARTBREAKER" (self-explanatory for this post title, eh?)

Heartbreaker was said to be plagiarized from Flo Rida's Right Round. Come on! 30 secs of preview then they came up with the accusation. wth... Listen to the whole song. Tell me whether it's the same or not. Deaf idiots.

Here's the video of it.

Comments- (warning: fangirl language might be found below)

The first thing! It's his hair!!! LOVE HIS HAIR!!! Hehe! Remember I'd love to bleach my hair white or silver or grey??? I didn't know he read my mind. His hairstyle too! Heart it so much!
Like his shades too. The style is very much similar to Lady Gaga. But remember this... TOP (another Big Bang member) started his trend of having fanciful shades. Love the shade in 0.10.

0.14 - see his inner arms tattoos "Vita Dolce" and "Moderato". Too bad we can't see the one on his back "Too Young To Die". It was done by PINK's ex-husband. Imagine the glamour.

0.17 - side view of him. He looks just like a female. Salute him for his androgynous looks. I'm a sucker to those looks.

0.20 - when I saw that makeup on his face. Okay! It's so Lady Gaga... =.="

0.28 - then I saw the apple cores!!! *excited*

0.36 - The shades look kinda familiar. Where did I see it before??? Perhaps in 2NE1's Fire (Space version) *looks closer* omfg! He's wearing dangling earrings. O.o

0.50 - *fainted* my heart melted when I finally see him in a decent suit. White suit with white hair and thick eyeliners! Yummy! I see bits of him from "Haru Haru" MV. Yup, about the dancers at the back. I've though of it before. I knew that he's gonna use them since he used his concept in his "But I Love You" song in their concerts. All the mask and the mime thing.

1.24 - DID I SEE APPLES AGAIN???? This guy here has seriously thought of my favourite things. First, the bright hair. Second, see my blogger's username here, Black Apple. Cause I love apples!!

1.36 - that love bite on the apple! Daisuki!

1.37 - nice tux! Well, for some reason he looks like TOP? Still, he looks good in ANY suits.

1.52 - my eyes popped out when I see that vest. He ran his fingers through it. I want that vest... *drool* Haiz... in the end, no point of having it anyway, that vest is made for guys. It's his best paired clothes here in this MV.

2.22 to 2.34 - My favourite part of the song~~~

2.40 - this is so cool!!! Ultra modern display deck for apples!!! Solely for APPLES!!!

3.36 - woah!!! He looks so cute when sleeping. Hehe! Actually my current Windows Live Messenger is his sleeping face. Cute, eh???

Over all, I really think this MV concept is a very personal touch of mine. You think Bong watches Death Notes? Definitely! Haha! That black and white... plus red. Very Death Note-ish. *smirk*

I can't wait for live performances.

I'll include some photo footage from his album.

Eeek! He looks like GACKT here. XD

My fav pic of all!!! There's some colour tone on his facial skin.

I wanted that hairstyle too. XD Damn. I'll prevent myself from impromptu haircuts anymore. Feeling so naked on my head and neck. Hehe!

rey goes....*you're my heart, heart, heart, heart breaker!!!*

here I am

2009-08-16T04:20:00.003+08:00

Been wanting to change my blog link list for a very long time...
Finally, I had the drive to change all of them. T_T wasted my whole one of hour of sleep.
Due to Alex's motivation. (Nope, he's not that lecture rep of ours. Someone else). I don't know to thank or to curse him. He just passed me the "hardworking urge".

One reader pointed one of my typos in the last post. Eg, "Feelling to lethargic" should be "Feeling too lethargic". Sorry for the typos but... *bluek* it's not that I care anyway. XD Didn't bother to go change... Oops! Seems like I need more of Alex's words to get me the hardworking thing again. XD I really wish that I can link you guys here to his blog. But he locks it private currently. Might be opened to public soon cause he's cleaning and screening his posts. Too explicit wor... (Rey smirks. Cause it's true) Homophobics beware. XD His blog's title is a parody to ALEXANDER THE GREAT. You get it, hor?

Reason that I wanted to change the link list into a blog list instead - I could see the updates in the blogs. I hate clicking the link to find that the blog has not been updated back in 5 months!!! Cause I might give up following the blog and not reading the blog at all. So the Blog List proved to be useful. XD

I HAVE NOT, DO NOT, WILL NOT put the music player in blogs. Sorry to say, I had bad experiences with hellish music players in blogs. I was happily reading till the hideous music started to play. (volume max WITHOUT headphones in the Library back in Kuching) omg! I was so pai seh... I forgot the blog has auto music player. It's nice to listen to music of the blogger's taste but when some music like hard metal is included... Let say I open 6 blogs at a time, all of them has the players. All of it started to play. Even with the headphones, it's indeed a bloody hell to my ears. So, readers out here, don't worry. I won't included THEM. Not even Mix-Pod video player. ;P

It's fun to hear feedback about my blog. (probably cause it has turned so bitchy. XD)
Thanks to readers who think reading my blog is enjoyable. Thanks for all of your support. Without you guys, I would not have the inspiration to continue blogging. Thank you!

Need my pillow... Miss my Bong. He dyed his hair red. O.o even his eyebrows. O.o
But he still look nice. XD Saw his mummy when TV crew went to his house. He's staying with Baby??? Yay! more of G-Ri!!! Haha!!!

*dozing off*

catching up

2009-08-13T12:29:00.005+08:00

Sorry for this lack of updates in this one-inch dust covered blog. If this
persists, I might consider the thought of closing this very blog cause I'm managing 6
blogs now. I know, it's crazy. This crappy blog and the others - picture
blog, music blog (shared), anime blog (LiveJournal), emo blog (private)
and another techno blog (shared). O.O With 4 different profiles in
Blogger.com. I'd admit it. I'm nuts. XD But it's fun to blog.

Well, here I am. Updates in my life now. Nothing new. Just same old me,
ubiquitous for my randomness. My results are out! Going to get it
tomorrow and to complete my re-registration to avoid the human traffic
jam. I'm being discreet here, ok? Hehe.

Ok, next! I was back in Kuching for two freaking weeks. I could not meet
up with most of my friends. I didn't even get to see bestie Andrea and my
beloved Ann, old bud Luna. T_T I'm seriously glad that I could meet up with only some of close friends (all 7 of us from THE GANG...it's still Nameless, eh? Baka Leader here very touched cause everyone could make it for our "Last" complete gathering for a few years to come) as I was kinda sick. Self-quarantined for suspected case of H1N1, eh? Partially like that as I was suffering from the effects of exam fever with the coming down of thirst for more sleep and allergy of the dust. Ding! Ding! Hibernation time! Joo Jien also did that so I'm not the only culprit here. XD

If you stumbled upon my Facebook, you could see that I'm addressed as
the Tiger. I'm called the Tiger, eh? By Joanne the Elephant or Jumbo, Mei
the Lion and Ee-Ling the Lizard. Not to forget Kit the Leopard or Siu Mai
Kai. I wanted to call Celyn the Giraffe but she insisted me not to call her
as she already has been teased about her height. XD Most probably mine
comes from my bad-ass attitude when I wake up or when I insist
something HAS TO BE DONE. Quite a control freak here, am I?

13 August. Today's the 7th anniversary. A special date. But I forgot what is
it for. T_T All I know that it started from the year I was having UPSR. But I
know today's Kimberly's birthday. I'm not THAT close to her so I don't
really care. She's my senior, Andrea's churchmate and friend. I dare to tell
you that I spoke to her before in less than 10 words. Here goes my anti-social mode again. XD

Last tues, Kit and Mei was sick so Joo Jien had to send us to the clinic off
campus. Well, don't expect the "good" service from our own Health Clinic
as through experiences, I had diarrhea because of the medicine here.
Instead of curing my illness, I got sicker with stomachache and frequent
trips to the loo. Wonder whether they checked the expiry date for the
drugs. Proven by Joanne later this year as she also experienced the same
thing after taking the drug from so-called-free-checkup of AIMST Health
Clinic. Joo Jien had to be the personal ambulance for keep bringing
students from AIMST to the clinic. He brought Joanne and Mei in Term 1
for checkup and Hepatits B japs, now Kit and Mei again. XD I went to the hospital. Was really disappointed at how they handled H1N1 cases. T_T Kit was having ILI (Influenza Like Illness) so... on the verge of getting H1N1. We waited 4 hours in the Emergency Department just for the doctor to say she's fine. Screw AIMST clinic and the private clinic she went earlier. But she still seemed unwell. Lucky her roommates called her parents to bring her home.

Speaking of syringes...Ooo... I'm afraid of needles!!! The feel when the
small sharp metal thingy goes through my skin. ARGH!!!! The unbearable
pain. I don't like pain anyway... unless I'm numbed at that time. ^_^ I'm
going to be in a working field where I'm going to touch and see needles.
Yay! Cause... Instead, I'll be the one handling it, poking it into the
patients' skin. Now, that's cooler than having your own skin poked.
Seemed sadistic, eh? Unfortunately, I do have symptoms of sadism. I'm so
evil. XD

Bro is being quarantined in his room as his roommates are confirmed to
have H1N1. Praying for him now. T_T Hope he's alright. But my instincts
tell me he'll be fine since he's such a health freak. XD Gonna see him only
next year April unless I go back for Raya holidays. Hehe! All thanks go to
him who fed me with chocolates till I gained 3 kg during my 2 weeks
holidays. Blame those Cadbury Gold Roast - my favourite Peppermint,
whole BOX of Kinder Bueno and 2 HUGE TUBS of chocolate ice cream.
Crazy! That's why you got for staying in a duty-free island in the East
M'sia. Lucky I'm a reformed teetotaller. Unlike parents who bought the
booze from there. Sweat...

I miss my big bed at home!!!! I wanna to sleep on the BIG BIG BED!!! With
lots of pillows for me to kick away during my sleep and wake up to collect
them from my sleep. I didn't have a nice sleep since Baby came to sleep
at my room. Gosh~~~ He came kicking me. Asked him to sleep with his
pillow next to mine, but he instead woke up in the midnight to turn
around to put his feet next to my head. Bloody! I'm an OCD-tad, afraid of
bring kicked by him. Oh! Did I mention that I do kick pillows out of my
beds? Well, this run in my blood from my Dad. So, Baby has it too.
Urgh~~~ Couldn't sleep the whole night. Well, you got the idea? Though I
put a partition of TWO laptops (Covers not closed). Still he cross over...
Bloody! In the end, poor Rey has to stay awake to keep Baby from kicking
my head pillow. =.="

I'm happy to see most of friends who are back to AIMST by now. Miss
them dozens!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thousands!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD XD XD Gonna find AH
Kor, Steph and Xiu Wen more often to crack up. Miss them so much~~~
I've not have a decent conversation with Fai-nichan Lily and Sharon yet.
Gossips!!! I'm gossip deprived here. Details!!! Flood me with them!!!

Hehe! Off to find them.

In my dreams. I'm dozing off here. Hehe!

Feelling to lethargic these days. Currently taking Ginkgo biloba as health
supplement wor. Read that it helps blood circulation and boosts memory.

XD Wanna have the best way to improve memory??? EAT BANANAS!!!!
No wonder my Mum has superb memory. Can't bluff her with lil' details.
She remembers numbers and details CORRECTLY as she has to eat banana
every day for her bowels. XD XD XD Guess what??? I bought banana too
last Sunday. Montels one from Tesco.

*happily munching on ba-ney-na* XD XD XD

Dear AWZ,

2009-08-04T18:54:00.001+08:00

Remember those months when we were barely more than people breathing the same air? Then we started to see each other after I accidentally bumped into you and then apologised? I was so into you. You with your wonderful background. I was so in awe with your every moves on ice since you're so into ice-skating. But sometimes, you would break my heart over and over again. Then again, you kept my hopes soaring high. You cheered me up with those hugs and kisses. Day by day, I would catch up what was happening in your life. When the exams are near, I stopped seeing you. When we'd walk past each other glumly, avoid each other's eyes, and every day as I watched the utter desolation of your plots, I felt like asking "When are we breaking up?" and only stayed with you because I'm obsessive and couldn't bear the thought of letting go just yet?

Yeah. THOSE DAYS ARE OVER. Because damn it, you bitch, you've won me back for good. Go ahead and break my heart again, I don't even care. I <3 U, German soaps!!!!

the unforgettable one

2009-07-27T15:30:00.006+08:00

The reason I didn't do a tribute for MJ was he was not influential in my life. Sure, I do enjoy his songs and dance (those damn moonwalks, glides, waves and popping). He had no profound effect in my life. Not as well as this one woman did.

One of my favourite directors, Yasmin Ahmad. Most of the Petronas commercial for CNY, Raya, Deepavali and Merdeka were directed by her.
They always made me cry. T_T

Yeah... I'm a person who doesn't easily cry because of pain, gross, fear or even ridicule. Anything
but touching plots. Be it movies or books. (Ask Lily. My ex-roomie. She saw me crying while watching movies (Gosh! Me like The Holiday and The Notebook.) Books too. Hate Nicholas Sparks for draining my eyes. and manga. Especially Hybrid Child. If they ever make it into anime. Haiz... I've gotta get ready a box of tissue. XD

I know. I'm so weird. XD

like this movie, UP... it comes with a sad story... though it's funny. Gonna watch it soon. (oh no, I didn't cry in Money Not Enough 2. Really weird. XD)

Ok, that's not her works. Skip that. XD

Here are some of her works. I could proudly say her talent is irreplaceable.

My favourite of all. My mum loved it so much to the extent that she wanted to be Tan Hong Ming's mum. XD

She truly holds on to "One Malaysia" concept.

while going around looking for other of her works, I stumble upon this. THIS WAS NOT AIRED IN THE TV. BLOODY!!! Or was it me who just didn't get to watch it?

Haiz... I'm NOT prone to old folks and kids. This is I why I can't be like Nase. XD It's just too sad to see sick kids everyday during your work though it is paid off by their smile when they recover. Ah~~ the sweetest smiles, acclaimed by him. XD

Funeral (for Singapore) "F" showed me this. Thanks, buddy!
what a eulogy~~~ *hats off*

oh god.. I'm so stupid.
I'm typing this in tears.
Bloody.

MIA

2009-07-11T15:10:00.000+08:00

Gara Gara Go MV by Big Bang. the style is very similar to Number 1 MV and Lollipop MV.

This is their MV released 3 days ago. This is so much different from My Heaven MV. (that lovely song reached Oricon 2nd place!!! Congrats to them... just a little more, they will be at the top)

After watching this, I'm so addicted to the MV. This is the first time they are doing a "dance together" MV? (Lollipop MV wasn't counted cause 2N1E was in there. It was an commercial song for LG Lollipop phones) They will do a dance together for their stage performance but seldom for Original MVs. Well, I was not a Big Bang fan way back then so I don't know. So far as I can see, TaeYang will be always seen dancing like in their Number 1 MV and Lollipop.

my Bong Bong looks good with the tin-soldier hat. Take that hat away and he looks FUGLY!!!
T_T what happen??? that permed bangs~~~ O.O *rey goes wth* But I still like his eye makeup. I want that white jacket with "Big Bang" at the back. Eat more Bong Bong. he's gotten so thin.

I'm not really fan of Daesung except his voice. But after this, I love the way he looks in that pink vest and the brown (EDITTED: they are just nets ^_^) tank top. Nice! His bangs are the nicest~~~ He looks so good in the tank top. (since he's such a health freak. but we can't see his 6 packs abs, le? He shows them off during their concert. So, look out for their concert.) XD

TOP looks so nice in My Heaven MV with his nerdy girly haircut but in here, he looks so weird~~ with that Elvis Presley style. *booo* What's the drill at the end? LOL.

TaeYang... still with those sunglasses in the beginning. Lucky that he took it off or else, he'll be bombarded with my critics. XD Love his dance moves.
"soshite odore dance floor" I love ALL of his singing parts here. (that's the reason why I like this song anyway.)

Seungri... woah... NEVER LIKE HIM cause I hate his dark eye bags. He's famous for his flirtatious nature. Well, can't deny that he look cute in that green coat over there. (why does he remind me of Kevin, eh???) I'm still amazed that I'm older than him (a few months only). T_T He's so mature, especially in Strong Baby MV. He's obviously the Magnae (youngest) member.
Well, compare him with Onew from SHINee. Same age but so different~~~

thought their dance moves in the MV are like *huh?* But still good enough for me. Very nice when they did the slow-mo moves. (I'm attracted to DaeSung's dance moves) Can't compare them to DBSK dance cause they are in completely different genre.

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this blog is going hiatus.

I'll be back soon. XD

wth

2009-07-06T20:41:00.004+08:00

er... *awkward pause there*

well, was it because that I'm sleep-deprived that I'm so PMS today?

cause 5 person THIS WEEK have told me that...

I'm...

SUCH A LONER...

this year...

Omg... seriously??? AM I???

5 is already is serious number. I've never realised till today. XD

No harm done to others, right?

there goes my anti-social mode

If I ate alone today,
shoo people away from my Library table today,
skipped breakfast and walk to Lecture Hall alone sometime,
went to Library alone sometime,
went for Tutorials alone,
back to the hostels alone,
sat in the back row of the Tutorial class alone before class starts (being the earliest one there),
went to the convenience store and cafeteria alone (having my sweet time to satisfy my sweet tooth),
sit on the benches alone in the evenings,
sit alone in the Study Area 3rd Floor before Tutorials.
wait till everyone in the class has gone so that I'm alone in the class.

But... I don't feel a bit of loneliness. XD Not even one small bit.

I do enjoy good company sometime like Mei, Celyn, Kit and Joanne.

Still... maybe because of Stef's influence, I start to do stuff alone too.

So much of freedom to do your own stuff...
no guilty pangs of wasting others' time... (Like how I used to occupy Lily's, Stef's, Sharon's, Xiu Wen's time when they could have done other stuff besides "chai"-ing me)

ah... will mind myself to travel alone... but that held too much risk.

Rey: Mummy, I wanna go travelling alone next time.
Mummy: Hey, you're a girl. Very dangerous. Later people kidnap or rape you.
Rey: I'll be careful. Not to go to deserted places lo.
Mummy: Can. Bring Ah Han (Adrian) along next time.
Rey: Him? Don't want la. He complains a lot one. See his sour face, I got no mood already.
Mummy: Haiz... You can't go. I've made my decision. I won't let you have your own passport.
Rey: Mummy... *pout*
Mummy: Aiyo... you're a girl. Be like one la... Bla... Bla... Bla...

This is the story of a girl who can't have her passport though she was offered a fully sponspored trip to Thailand and Singapore. TWICE!!! Ah... there goes my Songkran Festival 3 months ago.

freaked out

2009-07-05T01:46:00.000+08:00

Already 5 cases of H1N1 in AIMST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

last friday, after Erene told me... being the hypochondriac me, I totally freaked out!!!!!!!
Dentistry finals are held back cause of H1N1... Pity them...

One of the people... was in my batch...She walked past me in Lecture Hall... COUGHING~~~ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on that very Friday~~~~in the morning...

*panic attack*

reset

2009-07-04T14:58:00.002+08:00

Let's Start From Here.... by Joanna Wang

it's a nice song.

giving up
why should i
have come too far to forget
beautiful
just got lost
somewhere along the way
so much was missing when you went away

let's start from here
lose the past
change our minds
we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance
don't think too deep
all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
let's start from here

standing here
face to face
a finger on your lips
don't say a word
don't make a sound
silence around us now
even when you were gone I felt you everywhere

let's start from here
lose the past
change our minds
we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance don't think to deep
all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
let's start from here
let's start from here

I've never been the one to open up
but you've always been the voice within
the only one for my cold heart

let's start from here
lose the past
change our minds
we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance
don't think to deep
and all those promises
let's start from here
lose the past
change our minds
we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance don't think to deep
all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
let's start from here

Addicted

2009-06-21T12:06:00.001+08:00

absolutely nice song~~~It's you by Super Junior
I love keudae's piano cover of it~~~

words in my heart

2009-06-20T21:29:00.001+08:00

stuck at nowhere

2009-06-12T15:15:00.006+08:00

right now... All of my housemates are having their tutorials... Mine was canceled. Rumour was arisen by Mr Rama that the Bio Lecturer is going to marry soon. XD All the single ladies out there... weep! For such a "帅" lecturer is going to be married soon. (I'm hinting someone here. Wakaka~~~ I'm so evil.) Right now, I'm stuck in the living room~~~ Cause BQ locked my room's door... Doesn't she know that I don't have classes??? (Since announcement was made during the lecture and she was there)

Yeah... It's been TWO AND A HALF weeks since I've NOT slept in my own room... (Why's that? I'll explain more with photos next time.)

I wanted to post some of my recent pics but currently my phone is in the room and I'm outside in the living room's sofa. So how le???
STUCK...

I'm missing my friends back in Kuching and also Jan and April batch people!!!

CONGRATULATIONS TO THOSE WHO HAVE ACCEPTED THEIR OFFER LETTERS TO AIMST. HOPE TO SEE YOU GUYS SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH~~~

I feel so stupid now...

J was the one who kept reminding this.
I took everything for granted.
Yeah. She's my person who comes around
and knocks my head for the mistakes done,
instead of wiping away my tears.
And guess what?
Surprisingly, I'm grateful that she did that.
If not, I'm still swaying in this dream of mine.

Had I grown wiser than last year???
and is this why wisdom teeth are here, torturing me???
wakakakaka~~~ haha!!!

something for those 三八 people... They are seriously too free, minding others' business. (big and small. haha!) I wonder what are their thoughts sometime, eh?

But...I'm also very 三八 one... so can anyone tell me where to download people's lives, eh???
XD XD XD

seriously and literally

2009-06-07T13:47:00.004+08:00

IT HURTS TO SMILE.

I'm not being negative or anything. Literally, it hurts to smile. Because of the wisdom teeth!!!! There's two now. It was one... then the other side begin to grow~~~
No wonder Brian doesn't smile much, eh? He told me he has those annoying teeth too. Wakaka~~~

During lab last Thurs, Khai Leng and Amy were making a poll for "Who is the most 帅 one in our batch?" So, Brian and 大头 were chosen. They asked me to vote. How? One is classmate who always help me in studies and the other one also very keng in studies...Joanne's personal ambulance, very 'yeng' in gossiping one.

Haiz... how le? Who to vote for??? In the end, Brian was chosen. Him and his killer smile. Wakakakaka!!! Seriously, it really hurts to smile. Don't know how he managed the pain every time he has to smile.

PS: REY HAS A ROBOTIC (expressionless) FACE NOW. If I don't smile, people will say I'm fierce or moody. If I smile, my jaw and gum will hurt. Aiyo~~

all the blahs...

2009-06-06T01:10:00.003+08:00

yay! finally... I've FINALLY put up all my AIMST friends' blog links (the ones I can find and remember). Sorry for the slow-mo pace to link all of them.

bored... going to Penang this weekend. I've planned to go to CS with Celyn, Mei, Joanne and Jien "大头" but I got a phone call after dinner... and I have to be off to Penang the next day. XD

quiz is over. Kiasu-ism spirit slowly subsiding now...

realised since last few months ago that.. many unknown readers from all over the world are here. Hmm... worried about my personal stuff so I MIGHT be changing to a new URL. Might only... Cause I'm just so damn lazy now.

I'M SO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HAPPY TO SEE EVELYN AGAIN. Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you're my heaven

2009-06-01T05:55:00.003+08:00

Kimi ga my heaven...

Love this MV so much...

It calmed me down so much. After what has happened in the hostels nowadays, I was feeling so scared, tired... Even getting sleep is so hard since Saturday. I'm very afraid of falling asleep... Scared of being alone in the room. I'm so useless. Haiz... Well, who would be so brave to do that after all that? (well, that's another story)

Gotta get these thoughts off my mind.

Presenting you Big Bang's latest Japanese single.

"Aitakute... aitakute...You are my heaven..."
Yeah... This song describe my feelings.

aww.. it's Bong and his scrawny legs running again. It seems like those legs are the hit makers, just look at 'Lies' and 'Haru Haru' classic hits, and yet.... they both include Bong running so... maybe YG ENTERTAINMENT want MY HEAVEN to be a huge hit badly too.

Usually when Koreans sing Japanese songs... I can't figure out their lyrics without referring the subs. But I UNDERSTAND EVERY SINGLE WORD THAT BIG BANG SING IN THIS SONG without any subtitles. Hehe! The lyrics are short and easy to listen. XD Ah... the song is so beautiful~~~

my Bong's hair is so messy here. XD It's ugly when he didn't tie it up!!!! T_T
But he looks so good in that blue jacket. XD

1.41 that flower-smelling posture. *nosebleed*
1.51 woah.... Bong looks so nice!
1.55 those pants looked familiar, eh?
3.19 He seriously kissed that girl? (Don't worry. XD Bong is so damn innocent. But that doesn't stop him from kissing his groupmates since he's the Leader, eh?)

Cursed myself for liking to see the emo Bong. XD I'm so sadistic.

Okay... he's not that good looking. (Idols should be good-looking like DBSK's JaeJoong or YunHo) Haiz... I'm not into looks anymore? (Who knows?) I'm surprised that I would even like him till now. XD I'm so into his addictive smile.

Forgive me for turning my blog into a Big Bang blog. I promise that I'll post something else next time. XD

"Never knew love could come just like that..."

I miss you...I'll wait for that day.

what to do

2009-05-17T03:58:00.004+08:00

I'm smitten...

so young... XD

Happy

2009-05-17T02:51:00.002+08:00

haha! I think I'm officially obsessed with Ji Yong (Bong/G-Dragon). I can't sleep if I don't hear his voice.

Rey is trying to rap in Korean. XD (since I like Tablo of Epik High a lot) but failed miserably because her wisdom tEEth hurt a lot. I just found another tooth growing at the other end. TT

"Life's tough" was what Ju kept reminding me about. Just 2 simple words from her calmed the turmoils in my heart. XD She doesn't read my blog cause I didn't give her this url. XD

AIMST UNIVERSITY recently had a case of FOOD POISONING. The MALAY chicken rice they served was uncooked causing the students to purge the next few days. Lucky me. Ah Kor and Ah Tan brought me for a Japanese dinner so I didn't get the food poisoning. XD (Well, thanks for saving my life, Kor!) He just got food poisoning a week before when visiting Fai-nichan. Pity him. T.T

well, here's what happened over the weekend.

15/5, Fri
5pm - reached Kit's house near QB.
6pm - get ready for dinner. Discovered Kit's talent to play the piano. *drools*
7pm - watching the stupid MTV's "Parental Control"
8pm - dinner with Kit's mum and bro
9pm - gossiping time while watching TVB Drama like D.I.E
10pm - went to bed... pillow till 12pm
12pm -lights off

16/5 Sat
11 am - my phone rang but I ignored. XD continue sleeping till 1130

12 am - Left with Hendrik and Kit to QB. Ah Kor came to pick me up while XiuWen and Tan were still in Kim Gary. Happy and excited to see Ah Kor and Xiu Wen... (sure can't sleep that night because of the excitement. XD)

1pm - ate in Kim Gary. Gossiped like nobody's business. (Oh yeah!) Shopped for Mei's bedsheet. Nothing nice in QB's Aussino. What to do... the outlet seemed out of stock. Decided to look out for Gurney's Aussino instead. We got free drinks just when we exited QB. F&N wor... They were having some dance demo thing... No idea what was happening. Just glad that a leng jie jie gave me F&N Zapple. (duh! my fave~ of all). So, guess what I did next with the can drink??? Check the expiration date lo. XD Got scared of food poisoning, looking at the predicament of my friends who ate the chicken rice. XD

2 - 6 pm - en route to Gurney Plaza. went for Red-Box. Sang for 3 hours. O.O I got to rap somemore. In English only cause I couldn't find any Chinese songs I can rap since my Mando sucks. XD So rm33 was worth it cause Rey got the chance to rap and to show her crappy embarrasing out-of-tune singing skills to Ah Kor, Tan and XiuWen. Oh yeah~~~ Stupid me. We sang till my voice is like ...a frog after that. Bought Mei's bedsheet. Aussino bedsheet. From rm 80 to rm 55. I got a ridiculous discount of 30%. (even though it wasn't in the promotion period) yay! Nothing can still beat my rm49.90 blue Aussino bedsheet which I bought for rm18.90 last year. XD

6 - 8 pm - on Highway. en route to SP. on the phone with Dorothy. (obviously she called me as my credit balance is always zero XD) T.T miss her a lot.

8 pm - Had dinner at Le Bosse. Met up with Khai Leng, Sashdev and Zhi Yi. They were late. catching up with each other's lives. Zhi Yi get to be in UK for whole 2 months. Not fair~~~ I also wanna go too~~~

10 pm - Back to campus. Another pillow talk and confessions with roommies, Mei and Joanne. They said I need to go for face muscles practice. XD According to them, I look fierce when I don't smile. well, all I did was to close my mouth to look fierce. T_T(huh???? what to do, all my family members are like that. T.T) I'm the BED MONSTER. XD They know about my sleeping taboos.

12-2 pm catching up Bong's activities over in Japan. Reading N's and Sammie8's blog. Typing this post.

I'm so sorry... cause I didn't take any pictures. My phone had low-batt. T_T

Really had fun but I gotta go to KL next week. T_T got exams wor... gonna meet Adrian!!! yay!!! He'll be at KL too. Happy~~~

Joanne's bday is coming soon~~~

I'm so addicted to this song.

Bong looks so cute here. What's the shout in 1:29? His smile in 1:33 and 2:44 is so cute. *melted* Well, meybe he looked more decent in this MV than the previous MVs. XD
TOP looks so nice here but I just can't like him. (how, eh??) Like it when all of them were doing the "duty duty duty" moves with their shoulders. XD

Rey goes off "so I'm loving... so I'm loving you..."

[parody] Coffee Prince

2009-05-07T22:41:00.003+08:00

For Big Bang fans out there and also Coffee Prince fans.

(Gosh! I miss watching the Korean drama.)I remembered watching in library cause my DVD player in my laptop wasn't working well. Haha!

Another song add to the Big Bang obsession. Ann loves this song too! *high5*

their MVs are also so good.

here's some goodies. But watch the above video before proceeding to video below.

G-Dragon as Eun-chan. So cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *nosebleed*

away from that

2009-05-07T22:18:00.003+08:00

...last week was my tooth. This week is my whole body... Muscles aching... Not strength to continue typing...

Something is wrong with my head recently. I came out of the shower not remembering whether I had put on the body shampoo. Haiz... Having long showers these days.

(Total randomness) I forgot to eat dinner today cause I was so amazed by G-Dragon. Surprisingly not hungry at all...

...till roommate Sri made coffee drink. Being the coffee aficionado... I miss going to Starbucks. T_T

G

2009-05-07T21:58:00.004+08:00

G-Dragon.

From Big Bang. (a Korean Hip Hop group)

It's actually the second Korean hip hop group I've ever like. The first one was Epik High with their leader Tablo who does his song recordings in the studio ALMOST NUDE. XD

This following song is so nice... Was obsessed with it since I "'accidentally" heard it last year. XD

after watching it... Sad, right??? G-Dragon is the lead character here.
Yeah. He looks very thin here. But wait... The emo-ing part was so nice. *drool*

another very ADDICTIVE song too... Lollipop (released in April recently)

Me love G-Dragon's style here. With the hat and his fuzzy hair. It doesn't look good on some people but sure looks good on him (to me). It's weird that I'm attracted to that style of his, especially when he's wearing the blue vest in the MV.

You think he could rap only???? Think again after watching this.

Love his voice~!!!!

haha! all the video posted above was actually produced and composed by him. XD
So, when someone like G-Dragon (has a good voice, excellent dancer... you should see him doing the poppin' moves, brilliant music composer. Older than me by a year. most importantly... a RAPPER! You have no idea how I really adore those MC) comes in the picture...

HOW CAN I NOT BE OBSESSED WITH HIM???

YEAH...

He can really "act" as a girl. Find those videos in Youtube for I'm lazy to post the links. He can even sound like a girl. They did a Coffee Prince parody. XD

these are his group mates. Cute!!!

love this Baskin Robbins CM the most.

well, people who know me well out there... You get what I mean about the above video, eh? XD They look so good together. Two guys playing a piano together. one of them hugged the other one. XD haha!!! It's one of my dreams to see such scenes (in front of me). Somemore, the flavour both of them were promoting is Apple Mint flavour. XD One of my favourite!!!

I love minty stuff and apples~~

pain!!!!

2009-05-03T17:41:00.002+08:00

... was all I felt these few days. T_T That explains why I kept tossing and turning on my bed.

The reason (I realised after reading Shina's blog) - MY WISDOM TOOTH IS GROWING!!!! The growth really irritates me. I thought it was cavities until I felt a small bump of "hard stuff" at the place where nothing is supposedly growing. This irks me a lot!!!! If you notice someone keep looking into the mirror inanely with her mouth opened, that should be me. Can't help it. I'm so vexed by it!!!!

It has been raining these few days... I hate the rain. Can't have my morning jog. T_T
(Love it when I'm way out of it to get wet. I love reading a good book by the window where you can see the rain...with good soothing music... not to forget a cup of warm MILO/Hot Chocolate/Coffee... C'est la vie!!!)

Is it me or... the birds kept flocking to the window sill. They are like - peeking into our room???

(wanted to put a cute picture but I was lazy to search for it :P)

*off to read updates in N's blog*

I know. I'm obsessed.

Maybe I should

2009-05-03T06:57:00.002+08:00

...book a ticket back home to bid Adrian goodbye for he's starting a new chapter in his life - the college life. XD

I'm glad that though we're apart (separated by the South China Sea... and probably in next few years, the oceans and continents. T_T), we could still chit-chat about the usual stuff since we're avid movie-goers and anime fanatics.

I was sad for we quarreled a few days before I left home. I had no idea what was his uproar about. Probably my fault. Yeah. We throw stuff when we start quarreling. (me and my "Tai Kah Cheh" attitude. He didn't like it. T_T I'm so guilty of swearing him like what that night after he broke the glass cover for the table.) Come on! I had to help Pa clean it up. Because of shards, he cut himself a day before his birthday. WTH? Anyway... At the end of the day, he's still the o'lil brother.

I felt even sadder now. Haiz... Those ghost stories in the matriculation colleges pent up in myself (due to vast network of friends who are studying there) must go somewhere. Pa prevented me from him though. (was chatting with Pa and Adrian through MSN. What to do when your brother is so stingy that he doesn't call other people and he's always online to save up money? So, I finally taught him the poison of the virtual social tools and bought him a headset attached with the microphone. XD)

Ne... Boku no ii no ototo~~~ Ganbatte ne!!! (Albeit I'm not cute enough to compete with his never ending fetish for female cosplayer. XD Oh yeah... I knew about that. Since I'm your o' sis.)

Not sure whether he reads my blog... but one thing for sure, I don't read his blog though I helped him created that URL. (tell me you won't feel uncomfortable when your family member reads your blog...)

Yeah, since young... we've agreed on one stuff. I don't touch his things and he won't touch mine (unless for books and DVDs).

Since he's not at home, I think the SADDEST person would be Baby.
He'll be sleeping alone in the room.
(I know exactly how cold to sleep alone... That's why I need lots of pillows to hug!)
He'll be playing DOTA alone in the house.
(He can't discuss the tactics with his big bro, eh? Instead, I think he'll call his "girlfriends" DOTA gang. That's how I call his guy classmates for the telephone cannot stop ringing until receiver can be surgically attached to his ear. I don't see Han talking to his classmates??!!! Oh, Pa! See the soaring high telephone bill for the next months to come)
There will be no one there to share his anime at home.
(Heh! No more anime for the bad boy. For I'm so far from home.)
No one to scream, hit and bully him at home.
(I hate violence. Seriously. Han will do it)
No one to snatch over the food and juice at home.
(minus this type of violence - food fight! Come on! Survivor of the fittest - strongest get the most Vitagen or KFC. XD Oh yeah... you need the tactics to keep the food, too. )
No one to guide him over the censorship in the internet
(I hadn't confronted him about the stuff he downloaded. I felt pity for him cause he's so abandoned, for I was busying packing my things and Han was busying with his laptop.)

I'm such a worrywart. XD

Pocky crazed

2009-05-03T05:09:00.005+08:00

A lot of people has been telling me that "Rocky" in M'sia is not the real Porky. A LOT. I mean it.

I'm too curious to know for I kept messing up the real one, Rocky or Pocky?

In Malaysia , Pocky was renamed as Rocky, perhaps to avoid a vulgar word in Malay with similar pronunciation. Come on... It's only POCKY... NOT PORKY (It would mean it's not halal. XD)

If you notice it carefully, you'll find the packaging for "R" for ROCKY is just an addition of a small line to the "P" for POCKY. (For the line seems not proportionally to the size of the letters)

Hails up to the wacky Japanese "Anata wa watashi no Pocky" (You're my Pocky) commercials!

I'd tried on the Pocky kiss if anyone dared. (obviously, no one I know of sort would openly do that. XD)
Usually, in those games... you'll need people who are open-minded. For the frequent question asked is "Who got the bigger piece?" It's so much fun seeing those Death the Kid cosplayers doing that in YC08.

For me...The thing was... it wasn't with a Pocky. Surprisingly, it was with a ba-na-na. Yeah... With Dorothy and Miyeko. We're not supposed to touch the food with anything but the mouths. So... I left quite a "distance" of cm for Miyeko at first (but my front teeth was clutched into the yellow thing, making it harder for her to get it from me. So, Dorothy tried next. Mission possible! She eat it before the banana falls out my mouth. If that happened, it meant we would have to start over the peeling of the skin... (aka wasting the time. We wanted to win the game!)

XD Gotta love those Easter telematch. XD

I should have known

2009-05-03T04:06:00.002+08:00

The content were all removed.

He left without warnings.

I've should have known earlier though I barely know him.
well, only for 2 weeks. T_T

Time to bid goodbye.

Bye. Hope that you'll find your happiness too.

there were no goodbyes

2009-04-28T01:56:00.003+08:00

Congratulations to my brother Adrian or (I like shouting at him) Han. He made it in the matriculation course.

I hope I will not see his face in AIMST.

I'm sad. Not only I won't be at home to bid him goodbye, T_T I didn't get the chance to freak him out about the stories I heard from my friends in relation with the matriculation college. XD

Oh man... the chocolate and the booze. Duty-free! My indulgence in sins.

Don't worry! I did not even touch a drop of alcohol since last year. Days of repentance are here.
*referring to my uncle who passed away recently due to heavy alcohol consumption that resulted in liver cancer* I hope Pa won't drink alcohol or even touch them. He drank during a dinner he attended that one day when I was out with Luna. (2 days before I'm back in Kedah) I came back home, straight away I saw his face. I knew he drank. It was weird cause Mummy didn't noticed it. Hah! You can't hide away from me, Pa! What to do? I nagged lo. XD

Yeah. Hope Pa and Mummy have a long good health!!! (filial piety filled in when reading Fai Fai's blog. XD)
Not to missed out, Er Yee and Ah Mah too!!! (two of the 3 most important women in my life, besides Mummy!)

*sneak peek into my new blog*

"Ersatz me, hiding in this masquerade."

That's how I signed off my posts.

it has been a long time

2009-04-26T03:00:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow is B's birthday. Should I make a move?

Not sure whether the handphone number is still the name. Hmm...

*thinking hard*

I'm pathetic.

I found myself reading at N's blog again. For the zillionth times. I'm too obsessed with him. XD

I had this sudden urge to go out "kai kai" with Luna. T_T She's still in Kuching.
Good luck ya! In your never-ending examinations.

never will be

2009-03-26T20:27:00.003+08:00

I'm just bored~~~

I got this from a song. Not sure you've heard it but nevermind.

WORRIED LOVE

I know I can't have you but you're always in my head even though I can't touch you.
I can't say it
Watching from afar
You know I do
My love is buried
I want you so much I can't return
I always talk to you with your back facing me
Even the familiar 'hi' seems awkward today
wake me up from this
cause I can't see you smile.
Why aren't you smiling today?
I hope nothing's wrong
I can't face your worried look
I wish I could talk your pain away
But, if I asked you,
Would you answer me?

HOPELESS LOVE
I can't reach you, touch you, hold you
Others say I'm crazy
if I erase this world, then it would make you mine.
Why would I lose you to anyone else?
No, I'll never understand that.
I'll make it clear so you'll only look at me
I'll give everything and all of me
so that you can't leave me
I'll keep you a prisoner in my cold heart
Yeah... I know I have fallen
in this psychotic, idiotic love
Even if you don't know who I am

SADISTIC LOVE
I want to see your tears pouring out
No one knows you heart inside
All the doors become walls
Doesn't it hurt?
I'll keep anyone from knowing about you
I'll force you to choose your end
Aren't I bad?
I'll take away all the reason in this worlds
for you to stand
Without the choice of a road to return
I guess you'll walk to the end
Then, I'll be the one to save you.
I'll reach out for you
Like this, you can be forever mine.

This is what a desperate love is. Have you ever seen such a desperate love between two people? Well... I'm sick of it. (If you get what I mean)

my otaku-OCD attack is back again. XD
Well, I did. From B:Z (one of BL classics) *cries*
Yup, I rewatch my collection and I really have to give my respect to the mangka (author)!!!
One of the quote by Kouji "I won't let you go because once I do that, you'll leave me."
So, they chased each other around, caught with one and another... then, make a big U-turn around to how much they have love each other. T_T *touched*
It's kinda tiring, eh? I know. It's like between Dan and Serena in Gossip Girl.
A little dirty secret out here: No matter how good-looking Nate is, no one (I repeat! No one) can beat how Chuck Bass talks. XD Love him!

I digged out one of the pictures in my fon. Kinda obscene, eh? Just kidding. We were wearing clothes! XD

rey: Help! Sharon's gonna eat me. XD

I miss our group hanging out in AIMST.

Hetare + Italia (Italy) = HETALIA

2009-03-22T20:54:00.002+08:00

Dear my readers, I'm sorry for my otaku-ness for the previous posts. But I just simply love anime and manga. XD

To those who just love political satires (me! me!! me!!!), let me introduce you to this manga which is simply a joy to read. (for History fanatics like me!)

Title of this manga is HETALIA: AXIS POWER
Hetare means useless in Japanese. You will soon found out why it's called Hetare.

Anime's out (scroll further down to know more). The manga itself is nice but there's no doubt the seiyuu (voice actors) did a good job in presenting each nation. XD I prefer watching anime cause the effects make it enjoyable. (But it's too slow that I don't have the patience to wait for the continuation)

You might need to have a LiveJournal account before entering the site.

Volume 1
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 4.5 (Chibitalia)

Volume 2
(I can't enter the site)
Check out here in Manga Updates.

I like The Holy Roman Empire in Chibitalia a lot. He seems to have a tsundere personality. (My, oh my. I found myself drawn to those people since the every beginning, eh?) His seiyuu sounded so cute. XD

In WW1 and WW2, my favourite character is Russia~~~!!! He doesn't look like it but he is a totally S. O.O I pity Lithuania, Latvia and Estonia (eh? so they are all M?) He loves VODKA (russian liqour made of potatoes. XD Don't worry. I've repented. Not drinking those nasty stuff anymore. XD)

The anime version has been out. Click here

It's only about 5 minutes for each episode. So, download and watch it!!!
Though it's senseless, I'm surprised to learn a lot about WW1 and WW2 from here.
(You can say that I love to know war stories and tactics used by those people. Some of the strategies are interesting, eh? You bet. XD I didn't know during Nazi regime that they burnt books! O.O )

LEARN HISTORY THE FUN WAY!!!!!

Since I'm lazy to descibe the series (except putting my own thoughts about this series. XD)
Here's an excerpt from AniKat.

Based on a popular web-released manga series by Hidekazu Himaruya, this has been described as a "cynical gag" story set in Europe in the years between WW1 and WW2 (1915-1939), using exaggerated caricatures of the different nationalities as portrayed by a gaggle of bishōnen boys. For example, the Italia Veneziano character is into pasta and women. The Deutsche (German) bishi loves potatoes and sausages, and Nippon is an otaku boy. Installments of the manga have jumped back and forth in setting from the ancient times to modern-day geopolitics. The manga's title comes the Japanese words for "useless" (hetare) and Italy (Italia). Japan’s Kids Station television network has officially canceled its planned broadcast of the Hetalia Axis Powers anime series “due to various circumstances.” The series will still be distributed, beginning late this month, by Japanese retail anime chain Animate, via cel phone delivery and internet streaming.

I really like the ending songs (sung by Italia's seiyuu)

"Ne, papa! wine wa choudai. Ne, mama! Ne, mama!"
(foot note: Italia likes PASTA and women A LOT)

The art in the anime and manga is simply cute. (Totemo kawaii!!! Esp.Chibitalia)
Chibitalia tells us the story of Italia before he's thrown into WW1 and WW2.

Not enough of them??? Go to LiveJournal. Explore it. You'll find hell lots of goodies in there.
Don't ask about my account in LJ. It's so dead. XD

HAPPY WATCHING, READING!!! OR WHATEVER WITH IT. XD

Reading: The Art of War... (so long... urgh... ) I've only finished the first story. Still quite blur but amazed. XD must read more but I've got something else in my mind. XD
The Romance of the Three Kingdom is so nice. I want to reread it but I can't find the book anywhere???!!! EH??? To those who are not familar with the Three Kingdoms, you should know the game Dynasty Warriors. The game is based on that. XD *drools* Epics are cool...

Akiramenai yo

2009-03-20T02:59:00.003+08:00

This will be another only words post by me. Well, I don't have the mood to upload any pictures for now. Since I returned home, all I do is to quarrel with Adrian or Aaron everyday. Well, for me... It's like a sunrise or a sunset (aka. Definitely will happen) at the slightest annoyance and for the silliest reasons.

The reasons I could not go online
...Aaron hogging the line. Wouldn't want go offline in GG. Lied to me that he's checking his exams schedule in the school computer system & ETC. (Well, he could not escape from my claws. XD straight away I CAN SEE THROUGH his lies. Went to confirm in the "HISTORY" and found out that my hypothesis was right.) Who the heck wakes up 4-5 am (fastest speed) to use the internet? AND BLOODILY DOWNLOADED ANIME THAT I HAVEN'T WATCH YET???!!!!!! Finally, the part I'm most angry at - HE BLOODILY SPILT OUT THE SPOILERS IN GUNDAM 00!!!! Tell me what I am supposed to do when your parents spoiled the youngest and eventually turning him into a brat. Your parents who scolded and hit you, molded you into the person you are today actually left their responsibilty and overlook the doings of the youngest.

...Adrian. "GG is online. Online is GG. DOTA is everyday. Everyday is DOTA. Online or offline DOTA is LIFE." That is his lifestyle. I seriously start to regret it. Though my Dad has the earliest versions of WarCraft (yup, I've played them), I was THE ONE who bloodily installed the first poison - WC3 Reign of Chaos (together with Harry Potter games) in my mum's office laptop years ago. Then, I gave them "Frozen Throne" and the extensions. Then, I was the one who befriend another Aaron (who told them about DOTA... Dang! All the damnation and condemnation to him~) I counteract by spreading my influence to his younger sis. XD Dear readers, I have this weird nature. If you did something pissing me off, I don't take my retalitation on you. It's on your younger siblings cause their minds are young. Easily to be nurtured. *evil laughter* Okay, that's beside the point. I'm worried that he will be like a friend of mine if he steps into uni life. "Sleep late, woke up late. Gaming everyday", huh? I understand the craze and addiction of GG and DOTA so I have to be the "bad guy' here. Gomene, boku no ototo. Boku wa shikatanai yo.

I will seize control of the flow once again - the INTERNET.

111th POST

2009-03-13T13:30:00.005+08:00

KYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've reached it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Even better than my 100th post. this is my 111th post....

So, why 111 is important to me? Well, those really know me should know this, eh? It's very predictable.

There's also another reason why I hold this number close to my heart. But... Let's not talk about it. XD I'm lazy to type the story now. Maybe, next time?

I take this opportunity to thank those who have been visiting this crappy blog of mine.

Though it's full of grammar mistakes and typos which I never bother to correct, thanks for understanding what I was trying to convey.

Though it's full of obscene pictures and unacceptable facts (to some), thanks for being indifferent to what I wrote. It's just me being nonsense sometimes. There's some stuff I wrote might hurt some readers. My apologies. Forgive this act of profanity of mine.

This has been where

...I went full blast on my cynical self and where I vent my anger when it seems like there's no one I can talk to.

...I reminisce about what I've done with my life and what I liked before.

...I keep up with my friends' lives. Well, it has their blogs' links.

...I'm still in contact with Shin-chan when it seems that we can't even talk, chat or meet each other.

Coincidentally, my first blog is one year old on 11 March. XD Well, the blog is only open to myself. XD A lot of confidential stuff in it, eh?

Nope. Not at all... I'm just lazy to invite readers. XD So, keep reading this crappy blog of mine.

oh yeah... year 111 was the birth of Antinous, lover of the Roman Emperor Hadrian. (Found it in wiki) I was watching Disney Channel (well, Totally Spies. XD) I found out that wiki means fast in the Hawaiian language. Haiz... feel like rewatch Avatar: The Last Airbender again. Finished only Book 1. I keep skipping the rest of the seasons. T_T
Will go check out Avatar: Legends of the Arena PC game later. XD

Speaking about Harry Potter games, I've only reached Book 4. Hmm... Lost my supplier Imelda. T_T

Assassin's Creek is so COOL~~~ O.O Though I can't seemed to remember their Arabian names. I love the plot a lot. I'm slow in discovering nice games. FALLOUT 3 seems nice and it has won lotsa of awards. Made a note in my head to go test the game out. XD I know. I suck in RPGs. Seeing other people play excites me too, eh? Yeah... I'm the type that would just sit beside you and enjoy the plot while you play the games instead of touching the controllers myself. Anyway, I used to guide my bros in the games but now... I'm just plain blurred. XD

I found myself liking GUNDAM 00 more though I seem to hate it at first cause the main character has no impact and a strong stand at all. GUNDAM 00's main character reminds me of GUNDAM WING's I just rewatch the first season and continuing the second season halfway. Waiting for the rest of them. XD Anyway, come back to Setsuna F. Seien. All his 'I'm GUNDAM' blahs. It was in 2nd season that I started to like him.

chibi Lockon with Haro. He's has long range battle GUNDAM Dynames. (I'll make a post about those GUNDAMs. My favourite is still Freedom is GUNDAM SEED)
I love snipers! Those accurate shots... *drools*

My fave is still Lockon Stratos. XD Love the Dylandy twins. Why? I'm just simply attracted to Lockon's seiyuu (voice actor) Miki Shinichirou 三木眞一郎. His voice works wonder (the roles he held are always my faves like Urahara Kisuke in BLEACH, Toya in Tsubasa, Roy Mustang in FMA) though his real looks are... *vomit* XD That's why he's a voice actor, not an actor, eh? XD His voice is very distinct. I have

Another favourite is Graham Aker. In first season, his lines are full of BL-ish like
'I'm the man whose heart your existence has stolen'
or
'Being a Virgo, I can't helped it but I felt that we're fated. With the red-string destiny!'
'I'm in love!!!'
O.O He's in love with GUNDAM Exia or Setsuna. XD
Characters like him make me love GUNDAM series more. XD

Graham... so serious... Too bad... He lost his face in 2nd Season.

One thing I just love the 2nd season is the background music. It has opera!!! XD Thoug I wish Kajiura Yuki is involved, it doesn't seem so.

水島精二 Mizushima Seiji... GUNDAM 00's director. I was wondering why some ojisan in GUNDAM 00 looks like FMA. Well, I went to look it up. Found the reason. He was indeed the director of the first series of FMA (Hagane no Renkinjutsushi). FMA has a lot of ojisans which look alike in GUNDAM 00. XD

Ristuka in Loveless. Alike Tiera Erde in GUNDAM 00?

If you watch Loveless closely, GUNDAM 00 characters are almost the same as Loveless. Livonze (GUNDAM 00) looked like a young Soubi (Loveless) with short hair to me. XD 高河ゆん was the creator was Loveless and she's involved in GUNDAM 00 character design. Tierra Erde looks like Yayoi. XD

Self proclaimed mecha-obssessed fangirl, I'd admit hate to watch the old GUNDAM series with seriously bad graphics. (Fine... I endured Gundam Wing) Why mecha-obssessed me? I love mecha (machineries/robots anime) with good plot. A superb plot is damn important. Like Code Geass. Simply breathtaking and mind twisting. Here's some mecha I've watched and like - Sousei no Aquarion (nice songs! highly recommended by Ling. Many thanks to him who introduced me to that simply great anime), Fafner, FullMetal Panic, Heroic Age and others that I can't recall (price of watching too much of them)

nice plot. the OSTs is really nice. nice graphic too!
I like Tohma the most!

GUNDAM 00 will end on 29 MARCH 2009. It will be continued with Full Metal Alchemist.

Can't wait for Edward and Alphonse Eldric in action again.

glad...

2009-03-12T18:25:00.002+08:00

Gone were the days we have to study bloody BM subjects and SEJARAH~~~

Well, SPM results out already~~!
I remembered when I had mine out. Couldn't sleep the whole night.
I write some posts in my first blog.
Oh, I didn't mention again?
This is my third blog.
The first and second are seriously dead. XD
Anyway, after knowing my results but
the rests of my friends' results not that good.
In the end, I celebrated alone. Pathetic as it seems. XD
Should have gone to Steph's side.
And stuff ourselves with KFC, eh?
Haha!

This year's different though. Well, if you're one proud sister.
Yup, my bro just got straight A1s. O.O Even his 1119 got A1. Haha!
I taught him some trick over there to score that 1119.
Before the results were out..
He told me that he's gonna...

cut himself, bleed to death
Or...

shoot himself in the brain

jump off a building

just because

he didn't get straight As.

He's crazy... XD I'm like that also. Yup, we are really kiasu siblings.
(I wonder he didn't choose drowning.
Maybe burning sensation in the lungs is too much for him)

Here's something for him.

(It took me a while to find this picture. XD)

CONGRATULATIONS TO ADRIAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(me lazy to upload his pic. XD)

brain dead

2009-03-11T12:02:00.006+08:00

this is one crazy long post (it took 2 hours. XD) stop if you don't feel like reading. It's full of my crap. XD By the way, thanks for visiting. XD

Well... updating my blog used to be fun but why do I find it troublesome now.
I'd better go wireless at home but the internet line seems so unstable.
Haiz... even going online is difficult for me. XD
What I do now at home? Read whatever crap I can find at home and stare at the cats.
Oh! I didn't mention about them. (will post their faces up later)

Here's the story of how I stumble upon the kitties.
At first, in 2007 a mother cat was on the house fence, yawning.
My brother and my Dad started to feed it.
(they are seriously animal lovers. Can't stand them sometimes. Esp, Baby who would be sad to see a live chicken being slaughter during a Chinese traditional funeral recently. Well, it's a tradition after all to have the blood from the rooster's crown. Then, Baby saw the live chicken being tied down. He kept staring at it before it was slaughtered. We were suppose to have chicken rice for lunch but he, a meat lover... can't even touch his meat. I had to eat all his share. Getting sick of chicken meat anyway. He's the person who would buy all the pets at the stall at Pasar Malam. Together with my Dad. XD Cute, huh? Wait till you know his age. He's 13. A teenager. Emotional when it comes to animals. I bet he'll be in PETA campaigns someday. XD)

Sorry... back to the main story...
When you keep feeding an animal, it will stick to you cause it know that it will find comfort with you giving it shelter.
So, the mother cat became our cat. (Though its disappearing acts are of no surprise)
In Dec 2007, the cats gave birth to 2 kittens. I called them Christmas cats. XD It was on Christmas when I first saw them. Then, a month later, I left home. When I return, I found them gone. Dead, I supposed. The mother took them away. (My theory was that the mother cat ate them cause she didn't want anyone to take the cat away from her.) Well, this year during Chinese New Year's Eve, the mother cat entered our house to find a place to give birth (?) I suppose so cause the weather during that time was bad. Rained all day long. Cats hate water like I hate rain. Same gang, huh? But, in the end it was carried out the house by my Dad. Can't help it.

I'm afraid of furry stuff. XD Well, I know I'm bigger than the cat and I should not be afraid of cats. Haha! (Lessons to be learnt here. Guide your children properly) I was slashed by cats. I couldn't remember what happen but I was giving food to the cats and suddenly claws on me. I still hesistate to go near any animals. (Maybe I accidentally stepped on their tails. Well, my Dad used to have a lot of cats as pets. There's the white Siamese cat who's so fat. They were all dead when we were on vacation for a month and my uncle who was supposed to be the housekeeper did not feed them. RIP neko-tachi) I was chased by dogs. It was only a matter of spilt second that their jaws are on me. Birds? Haha! They are building a nest on my AC fan unit just outside my room. Early birds, they were. Their coo-cooing always wake me up. Well, that's the price for living near a jungle. (a secondary jungle as the primary was chopped down for rubber estate)
Again... I stray from the main story. Gomen!

So, I saw those three kittens on Chinese New Year. Very cute. We were fascinated by them. XD Especially my brothers. XD So, the one who always give them food when he eats was Adrian. Aaron (Baby) never fails to feed them dinner and milk, sometimes played with the mother cat though it bit him before. Applause all go to him. *clap* Those 3 kitties turns out to be the newest member of the family. My parents had to check whether all the kittens were there so they can start the vehicles. Last Saturday, before we went out to buy lunch, a kitten was missing. My parents searched it high and low like it was their baby (Awww...) and they found them in the car hood. For some reasons, cats like to be in the car hood? (Cat and car. They are just one letter different. Here's my crapping again. XD) Sometime back then, when my Dad started the car, something was stuck in the engine. He opened the hood. Went near the engine. A weak 'meow'. Well, the security guard got it out for him but it was barely alive. So, if you have any cats, check that it's still around before you start the engine. You do not want to see the mechanic showing you a strange skeleton when you have your car serviced.

Okay. End of "Neko no Monogatari"

Again, my arty streak was on rampage again. I was going through a lot of graphics in deviantART. I finally found what I had been looking for. A Heise-type illustrator.
Her name is feimo. This is when I'm really grateful that I can read Mandarin characters. XD
Her blogs is written is Mandarin. I know I'm slow in reading them. At least I can understand, huh? Thanks to my Dad who insist our primary Chinese education.
heise, feimo and jiuge are one group so their art might be the same but still slightly different.
If you're obsessed with digital paint art, you probably can recognise some of the differences.
I really like heise's works. Her name means black colour in Mandarin.
Here's some of her works. I tried finding her blog T_T here it is.

and also her Heise's DA

I like heise the most. Why, you ask? Look at the pictures, you'll know shortly.

one of my favourite works. He looks like a royalty. (in Fantasy)
heise always gives us that.
With lots of long hair. Yeah! I like people with really long, KEPT hair. wavy or straight...
nice... when you can just grabbed it, slowly letting go the hair in your hand and 'feel' the hair through your fingers. XD
(if Meliz is reading this, she would go 'Baka Lido! Kimi wa ecchi desu")
Shou ganai, Meliz. I have long hair fetish. ^_^
Not the thick and very very curly ones. Do you know it's very not so nice to touch them?
Especially long blonde... platinum... red...or jet black *drools*

O.O nice....

she is the few ones who can always satisfied me with
Bartek Boroweic-like works.

Bartek Boroweic. Red long hair, green eyes? Who? Click here.
In my opinion, he's not that good-looking but damn those photograher's and
PhotoShop for making him an average Adonis
(Oh, didn't you know? That too, have categories)

They are heavenly knights. Ooo... Well, wait till I get my hands on her artbooks.

She also do BJDs (Ball-Joint-Dolls) which are really gorgeous!!!

Well, she also does those "positions" with those dolls. It's awkward to put them here. Go look for them yourselves, ok? XD

Talented, eh?
I've been her fan for more than 4 years.

And I found someone to complete her art. They are in the same group anyway.
Here's me presenting feimo (hers mean no ink in Mandarin)

here's the genius behind the work. Unfortunately, her English is not that good.
Click here for her DA account to see more.

This is her Tang Dynasty series. (In the Chinese history, one of the Tang emperor's surname is Lee. Oh gosh, I'm so proud that I'm a Lee. XD)

Wow...

Oh my... this one look like BDSM. I'm against it.
I think they are freaks. XD But, I just gotta post this picture.
He has red eyes. (contacts, eh?) Platinum hair. My favs.

By ending this post, I include some of Bartek's photos. I repeat. He's not that good looking. I don't like his face. Haha! But love his hair.
He's in demand because of his long red hair. Where else can you get another long wavy natural red hair model like his?

For Giorgio Armani

Woah! the effect on his hair superb!!!
Love it!
This is for Hugo Boss.
I forgot next is for what but his back looks good. XD

Oh... Too bad. He's straight. XD

oh... I'll post something about Adonis next time. XD
Getting a headache after hanging out at Bellazon forum.

PS. I was impressed with Mortimer Jerome Adler. Really respect him. Reading his auto now.
He's the modern 'SPA'. Socrates, Plato and Aristotle. That's how I called those Greek philosopher. XD He against what you called (I took this except from somewhere) " a preoccupation with standardized testing and the short term memorization skills." He emphasizes at the expense of deeper understanding and true intellectual engagement (a love of learning, a yearning to know)
*salute*